I wanted to kill my brother for what he did
My brother really fucked things up and I still want to rip his head off and push it up his own ass. Let me tell you about it.
See to start with my brother who is 3 years younger then I am was adopted by my parents, which was fine with me, cause I seen where he was going to have to grow up and I wouldn't want to see anyone go through that. In fact I doubt he would be alive if they didn't adopted him.
My dad said mom couldn't have any more c***dren after me do to mom being ripped up giving birth to me, so that was one of the reasons they adopted Ed. That's the name we give him to help him fit in, in this country. Ed and me got along great until he did what he did.
I went through school and become a heavy duty mechanic, but being fresh out of school no one wanted to hire me. I heard of a mine way up north, I mean way up. It's north of the arctic circle north. They fly you in, they give you everything you could want or need to live, other then having your wife with you, not that you would have time for her.
See I signed on for all the extra shifts I could get, and ended up working at times over 80 hours a week. I'm not into drinking or d**gs and that about all there was to do other then work. After 6 months they fly you home and you take 6 months off. Sounds good don't it, but it's hard, real hard, and for the first month home all I wanted to do was sleep. The money was better then I ever dreamed. I made almost a quarter mill before taxes which grabbed a huge part of it.
After my first stay up north I met my wife to be. Her and me hit it off so well and before I left we were engaged to be married when I got back. My next 6 months were so fucking hard to do knowing she was down there and not knowing what going on, or what was happening. Sure we talked on the phone almost everyday and texted plus e-mailed but not being able to touch her or hold her was killing me.
When I got home we married 3 weeks later with my brother as the best man. He told me I was the luckiest guy in the world to fine a woman like Kat. That's what she likes to be called and it fits cause her eyes look like a cats. I had found out my brother was going through school to follow in my foot steps wanting to go up north with me. I was happy that he wanted to be with me knowing just how hard it is to be up there that long.
Before I left to go back up there my wife and I decided that I would do it two more times so we could buy a house and I would find work closer to home so we could start a family. Having a plan in place made it easier on me this time, plus knowing the next I would have my brother with me.
When I got home Kat told how wonderful Ed had been with me gone, and how he helped her with everything. It upset me and I didn't really know why, it just did. Maybe cause he was doing what I should've been there to do. We decided to buy bare land and have our dream house built on it while I was gone just time. Kat said that between her and my dad they would make sure it was ready to move into when I got home.
There was a lot of tears with both Ed and me heading north this time which made me wonder why this time Kat was even more upset then normal. I thought she would be happy knowing it was my last time leaving. At the mine Ed was not getting into the work and I was having to redo just about everything he did, then only one month into the six months he packed his bags and was gone.
I lost a lot of respect for him but I had to remember that a lot of men couldn't handle working up there, and when he left it was just the starting the 24 hours a day with no sunlight. Some guys go crazy without the sun coming up, but I just worked harder.
When I got home my wife didn't come to the airport my dad did, which was a first and when I seen our home for the first time it looked like half the plans had been changed, and the color we had picked out and so on. My dad helped me unload my bags from the trunk and before he drove off he said "If you need anything you call and I mean anything. Just remember he is your brother." As he give me a hug which is something he never has done before.
I carried my bags to the front door wondering where Kat was and thinking I couldn't wait to have her in my arms. I opened the door and still no Kat, I walked up the stairs finding Kat on the couch watching a soap opera not even looking my way or saying so much as a Hi.
I walked over to her noticing for the first time she had a bit of a belly on her. I said "Kat, what is it? What's wrong, say something." She looked at me like I was dog shit that had got on her shoe.
She stood up finally and said "So you like fucking the bitches up north do you, well you can go back to them cause Ed and me are doing just fine without you." That's when I noticed she didn't have a fat belly she was pregnant.
I yelled "Who the fuck knocked you up? How could you do this after all our plans?" Then it hit me all those bitches up north, what the fuck is she talking about, there only a handful of women up there, which most were old enough to be my mother, plus they were all married the guys in management and very rarely did we even see these women, let alone even talk to them. I then said "What bitches are you talking about, there no women up there to even talk too if I had wanted too."
Kat threw her head back walking past me like I wasn't even there. Ed walked around the corner stopping and looking shocked to see me. I said "Ed, what the fuck is going on here?"
Ed laughed and said "Oh didn't Kat tell you? She wants a divorce, so I can marry her before she has our c***d."
I don't remember what I said if anything but when I came to my senses, my brother who I love was screaming "Please don't kill me." and I had him by the front of his shirt kneeing him between his legs as hard as I could. When I seen what I had done, I knew he would be a few days if not weeks in the hospital to heal up from the beating I had just given him.
Kat was standing there with her hands over her mouth and me screaming for my brother to tell her the truth. When I was ready to hit him with a punch that could've put his lights out maybe forever he said "Ok, ok just don't hit me again." I turned him so he could see Kat with his only open eye and he began "Kat I lied, Kat he wasn't fucking anyone and all he could talk about was his life with you and how great it was going to be." That's the point Kat fainted.
I threw my piece of shit brother down the stairs I had come up and rushed to Kat. When she opened her eyes, she took one look at me and started to cry as she tried to tell me how sorry she was, and how could she be so dumb to believe his bullshit. She then looked down at her belly and I swear if I didn't catch her fist she would've punched the baby growing inside of her.
That all happen over two years ago and after I got out of jail, yes my brother pressed charges and I got 60 days, I went back to Kat, and after a whole lot of talking we decided that we would put the baby up for adoption, and think things over before starting our own family which Kat is pregnant right now with our twins. The part that pisses me off even more then what my lowlife brother did, was my parents won't talk to me or Kat anymore, saying the whole thing was my fault.
See to start with my brother who is 3 years younger then I am was adopted by my parents, which was fine with me, cause I seen where he was going to have to grow up and I wouldn't want to see anyone go through that. In fact I doubt he would be alive if they didn't adopted him.
My dad said mom couldn't have any more c***dren after me do to mom being ripped up giving birth to me, so that was one of the reasons they adopted Ed. That's the name we give him to help him fit in, in this country. Ed and me got along great until he did what he did.
I went through school and become a heavy duty mechanic, but being fresh out of school no one wanted to hire me. I heard of a mine way up north, I mean way up. It's north of the arctic circle north. They fly you in, they give you everything you could want or need to live, other then having your wife with you, not that you would have time for her.
See I signed on for all the extra shifts I could get, and ended up working at times over 80 hours a week. I'm not into drinking or d**gs and that about all there was to do other then work. After 6 months they fly you home and you take 6 months off. Sounds good don't it, but it's hard, real hard, and for the first month home all I wanted to do was sleep. The money was better then I ever dreamed. I made almost a quarter mill before taxes which grabbed a huge part of it.
After my first stay up north I met my wife to be. Her and me hit it off so well and before I left we were engaged to be married when I got back. My next 6 months were so fucking hard to do knowing she was down there and not knowing what going on, or what was happening. Sure we talked on the phone almost everyday and texted plus e-mailed but not being able to touch her or hold her was killing me.
When I got home we married 3 weeks later with my brother as the best man. He told me I was the luckiest guy in the world to fine a woman like Kat. That's what she likes to be called and it fits cause her eyes look like a cats. I had found out my brother was going through school to follow in my foot steps wanting to go up north with me. I was happy that he wanted to be with me knowing just how hard it is to be up there that long.
Before I left to go back up there my wife and I decided that I would do it two more times so we could buy a house and I would find work closer to home so we could start a family. Having a plan in place made it easier on me this time, plus knowing the next I would have my brother with me.
When I got home Kat told how wonderful Ed had been with me gone, and how he helped her with everything. It upset me and I didn't really know why, it just did. Maybe cause he was doing what I should've been there to do. We decided to buy bare land and have our dream house built on it while I was gone just time. Kat said that between her and my dad they would make sure it was ready to move into when I got home.
There was a lot of tears with both Ed and me heading north this time which made me wonder why this time Kat was even more upset then normal. I thought she would be happy knowing it was my last time leaving. At the mine Ed was not getting into the work and I was having to redo just about everything he did, then only one month into the six months he packed his bags and was gone.
I lost a lot of respect for him but I had to remember that a lot of men couldn't handle working up there, and when he left it was just the starting the 24 hours a day with no sunlight. Some guys go crazy without the sun coming up, but I just worked harder.
When I got home my wife didn't come to the airport my dad did, which was a first and when I seen our home for the first time it looked like half the plans had been changed, and the color we had picked out and so on. My dad helped me unload my bags from the trunk and before he drove off he said "If you need anything you call and I mean anything. Just remember he is your brother." As he give me a hug which is something he never has done before.
I carried my bags to the front door wondering where Kat was and thinking I couldn't wait to have her in my arms. I opened the door and still no Kat, I walked up the stairs finding Kat on the couch watching a soap opera not even looking my way or saying so much as a Hi.
I walked over to her noticing for the first time she had a bit of a belly on her. I said "Kat, what is it? What's wrong, say something." She looked at me like I was dog shit that had got on her shoe.
She stood up finally and said "So you like fucking the bitches up north do you, well you can go back to them cause Ed and me are doing just fine without you." That's when I noticed she didn't have a fat belly she was pregnant.
I yelled "Who the fuck knocked you up? How could you do this after all our plans?" Then it hit me all those bitches up north, what the fuck is she talking about, there only a handful of women up there, which most were old enough to be my mother, plus they were all married the guys in management and very rarely did we even see these women, let alone even talk to them. I then said "What bitches are you talking about, there no women up there to even talk too if I had wanted too."
Kat threw her head back walking past me like I wasn't even there. Ed walked around the corner stopping and looking shocked to see me. I said "Ed, what the fuck is going on here?"
Ed laughed and said "Oh didn't Kat tell you? She wants a divorce, so I can marry her before she has our c***d."
I don't remember what I said if anything but when I came to my senses, my brother who I love was screaming "Please don't kill me." and I had him by the front of his shirt kneeing him between his legs as hard as I could. When I seen what I had done, I knew he would be a few days if not weeks in the hospital to heal up from the beating I had just given him.
Kat was standing there with her hands over her mouth and me screaming for my brother to tell her the truth. When I was ready to hit him with a punch that could've put his lights out maybe forever he said "Ok, ok just don't hit me again." I turned him so he could see Kat with his only open eye and he began "Kat I lied, Kat he wasn't fucking anyone and all he could talk about was his life with you and how great it was going to be." That's the point Kat fainted.
I threw my piece of shit brother down the stairs I had come up and rushed to Kat. When she opened her eyes, she took one look at me and started to cry as she tried to tell me how sorry she was, and how could she be so dumb to believe his bullshit. She then looked down at her belly and I swear if I didn't catch her fist she would've punched the baby growing inside of her.
That all happen over two years ago and after I got out of jail, yes my brother pressed charges and I got 60 days, I went back to Kat, and after a whole lot of talking we decided that we would put the baby up for adoption, and think things over before starting our own family which Kat is pregnant right now with our twins. The part that pisses me off even more then what my lowlife brother did, was my parents won't talk to me or Kat anymore, saying the whole thing was my fault.
5 years ago