I Want My Girlfriend to Cheat on Me
I've been with my girlfriend for just about 10 years now. She was my first sexual partner and still is my only and as far as i am aware, i was far from her first partner. I've always been worried that i may not be enough for her, losing my virginity late had allowed me to develop certain anxieties around cock size and stamina, even to this day i can erupt in less than 10 seconds after penetration, luckily it's a rarity now rather than regularity, and managing to last longer has given me more confidence about my cock size. I still think its smaller than average, but at least i know how to use it now.
Even so, i still prefer to go down or fuck her with toys than slide my cock inside her. The control i feel over her, and myself in those situations is more satisfying than most orgasms. Especially the pathetic orgasm of shame, after some intense foreplay, playfully teasing each other i finally climb on top, tease her wet clit with my bell end, slide inside and three pumps later my cock erupts and pitifully drops flaccid and we stare into each others eyes with only dissapointment. Apparently this is mostly in my head, and it barely happens at all anymore. She would much rather i just fucked her.
Over the years she's never been shy about telling me about men she finds attractive, usually celebrities, actors or sports people but occasionally strangers across the bar, friends or work colleaugues. This has never bothered me, as she's just as likely to point out women that she thinks i fancy and we're generally quite happy to ogle and lust over people of all genders while we sit in the pub, restaurant or just walking down the street. Confident in the knowledge it'll probably just lead to more sex between us rather than any kind of infidelity. Until a couple of years ago.
She confessed that, a while back at one of her works Christmas parties she very nearly cheated on me. She was very drunk, they kissed and he led her back to his room at the hotel. He stripped her down to her underwear and they kissed again before she sobered up slightly, grabbed her clothes and ran out of the room. When she told me this i was devastated, we fought and i slept in the spare room that night. I had 3 wanks that night, each one of them was me imagining my girlfriend doing filthy things to strangers. In the morning we chatted, i said i forgave her as it was a while ago and at least she left. And that was pretty much that, i watch a lot more cuckold porn than i used to and those conversations about hot men get me even hornier than they used to, but then. She's started talking about a new guy at her practises. He's much younger than her and she thinks he's really hot, she brings it up a lot when she's drunk and i don't think she quite remembers how often, sometimes i watch her gaze off into the middle distance while twiddling her hair, just after mentioning his name, daydreaming. I can tell she thinks she doesn't have a chance, he's got a new girlfriend and he's 10 years younger than her but, the lust in her eyes is incredible. And I, want her to fuck him. Or more to the point i want her to let him fuck her. Hard.
Even so, i still prefer to go down or fuck her with toys than slide my cock inside her. The control i feel over her, and myself in those situations is more satisfying than most orgasms. Especially the pathetic orgasm of shame, after some intense foreplay, playfully teasing each other i finally climb on top, tease her wet clit with my bell end, slide inside and three pumps later my cock erupts and pitifully drops flaccid and we stare into each others eyes with only dissapointment. Apparently this is mostly in my head, and it barely happens at all anymore. She would much rather i just fucked her.
Over the years she's never been shy about telling me about men she finds attractive, usually celebrities, actors or sports people but occasionally strangers across the bar, friends or work colleaugues. This has never bothered me, as she's just as likely to point out women that she thinks i fancy and we're generally quite happy to ogle and lust over people of all genders while we sit in the pub, restaurant or just walking down the street. Confident in the knowledge it'll probably just lead to more sex between us rather than any kind of infidelity. Until a couple of years ago.
She confessed that, a while back at one of her works Christmas parties she very nearly cheated on me. She was very drunk, they kissed and he led her back to his room at the hotel. He stripped her down to her underwear and they kissed again before she sobered up slightly, grabbed her clothes and ran out of the room. When she told me this i was devastated, we fought and i slept in the spare room that night. I had 3 wanks that night, each one of them was me imagining my girlfriend doing filthy things to strangers. In the morning we chatted, i said i forgave her as it was a while ago and at least she left. And that was pretty much that, i watch a lot more cuckold porn than i used to and those conversations about hot men get me even hornier than they used to, but then. She's started talking about a new guy at her practises. He's much younger than her and she thinks he's really hot, she brings it up a lot when she's drunk and i don't think she quite remembers how often, sometimes i watch her gaze off into the middle distance while twiddling her hair, just after mentioning his name, daydreaming. I can tell she thinks she doesn't have a chance, he's got a new girlfriend and he's 10 years younger than her but, the lust in her eyes is incredible. And I, want her to fuck him. Or more to the point i want her to let him fuck her. Hard.
5 years ago