Addicted

I use to watch a variety of porn.

Then I watched mostly crossdresser/sissy/transgender porn, fantasizing about fucking a smooth, sexy girl with a little extra.

Then I found sissy hypnos, but I still mostly thought about being in control of the sissy as I turned a feminine twink into my sissy slave.

Then BBC hypnosis came to dominate my viewing habits.

Now, almost all I watch is interracial porn. I jerk my wimpy white dick to big black cock pounding white girls and white sissies. I don't know if I want to fulfill these fantasies (I find the male form unattractive and I have zero feminine traits; maybe a well-endowed transwoman will take pity on me), but I need to admit that when it comes to jerking off, my brain is controlled by black cocks.