Cuck development 1
Karrie and I have dated since we were juniors. We are now 42 years old and going strong; however, I now realize how strong of cuck desires I had when I was even young but simply didn't know the terminology even existed.Â
Karrie was dating one of my friends at that age, you simply share all kinds of information so I unfairly knew so much about their relationship. I truly stole her from him and after all of that worked itself out, we were still fairly good friends but he liked to throw in little comments about her in front of me. I played it off, sometimes showed my anger but our other friends couldn't believe that he would push it like that with me.Â
He would make comments such as, "as she wore her yellow panties yet" "I remember this time Karrie was sucking my dick" and all kinds of things that was trying to embarrass me in front of our other friends. We also played on the basketball team together so I knew what he looked like in the locker room too. Many times our friends would tell him to stop making the comments but strangely enough when I would go home, I would replay his comments in my mind...over and over.
I simply thought I was just strange but I loved his comments and didn't understand all of this "stuff."Â
When we were messing around, I would see the panties that he was talking about. It would get me so excited that I would prematurely ejaculate.Â
When she would suck me, I would think about his much bigger dick and how much longer he could probably hold from cumming.Â
Then one night, we were on our way to buy some condoms and I asked, what condoms do you prefer or did you like from the past...meaning, what did you like from your past boyfriend. She tried to push off the question, then finally said, "I don't know, I never used condoms with him, he had such a good control and could always pull out"Â
It hit like a brick. Im using a condom because you realize I cant control it like your past boyfriend??? She said yes, its ok, don't stress about that...…...this was another step into my cuck development
Karrie was dating one of my friends at that age, you simply share all kinds of information so I unfairly knew so much about their relationship. I truly stole her from him and after all of that worked itself out, we were still fairly good friends but he liked to throw in little comments about her in front of me. I played it off, sometimes showed my anger but our other friends couldn't believe that he would push it like that with me.Â
He would make comments such as, "as she wore her yellow panties yet" "I remember this time Karrie was sucking my dick" and all kinds of things that was trying to embarrass me in front of our other friends. We also played on the basketball team together so I knew what he looked like in the locker room too. Many times our friends would tell him to stop making the comments but strangely enough when I would go home, I would replay his comments in my mind...over and over.
I simply thought I was just strange but I loved his comments and didn't understand all of this "stuff."Â
When we were messing around, I would see the panties that he was talking about. It would get me so excited that I would prematurely ejaculate.Â
When she would suck me, I would think about his much bigger dick and how much longer he could probably hold from cumming.Â
Then one night, we were on our way to buy some condoms and I asked, what condoms do you prefer or did you like from the past...meaning, what did you like from your past boyfriend. She tried to push off the question, then finally said, "I don't know, I never used condoms with him, he had such a good control and could always pull out"Â
It hit like a brick. Im using a condom because you realize I cant control it like your past boyfriend??? She said yes, its ok, don't stress about that...…...this was another step into my cuck development
6 years ago