Waiting is going to drive me crazy!
7 weeks ago today was my first session with my dominatrix. My next session is 4+ weeks away. It was also 7 weeks ago that I received my PA piercing. I got that so that my dom. can place me in chastity and she has agreed to be my key holder. I am a chronic masturbator. My Mistress Lori’s escape proof device should be arriving soon, as it takes 8-10 weeks for a device to be made. I can not wait for that also, just to try it out for a short time. She recommends to wait 120 days for your piercing to fully heal, and I will heed her advice.
I have made a paddle for my Dom. to use on my ass, and I ordered a very intimidating leather paddle as well. I am thinking of what I would like to present to my Dom. as what she could do to me at my next session.
Here is what I thought of: The pain and pleasure session. How much pain am I willing to endure for my Doms. pleasure. She beats my ass, with any or all of her instruments as many strokes as she wants for me to pleasure her. Let’s say 100. During my beating she tells me that if I adore her as I say, then I will gladly endure the pain.
After my beating, I then get to pleasure her. How? First off, a massage from feet to head as she lays on her stomach.
Next I get to use the pussy pump I bought for her. My goal is to have her get so turned on that she will let me fuck her.
No, not with my cock. That is useless! No, she rides the mouth dildo I brought her at my first session, to as many orgasms as she wants.
Of course, I do not know if this fantasy of mine will come to pass. I can only hope and fantasize about it right now!p
I have made a paddle for my Dom. to use on my ass, and I ordered a very intimidating leather paddle as well. I am thinking of what I would like to present to my Dom. as what she could do to me at my next session.
Here is what I thought of: The pain and pleasure session. How much pain am I willing to endure for my Doms. pleasure. She beats my ass, with any or all of her instruments as many strokes as she wants for me to pleasure her. Let’s say 100. During my beating she tells me that if I adore her as I say, then I will gladly endure the pain.
After my beating, I then get to pleasure her. How? First off, a massage from feet to head as she lays on her stomach.
Next I get to use the pussy pump I bought for her. My goal is to have her get so turned on that she will let me fuck her.
No, not with my cock. That is useless! No, she rides the mouth dildo I brought her at my first session, to as many orgasms as she wants.
Of course, I do not know if this fantasy of mine will come to pass. I can only hope and fantasize about it right now!p
6 years ago
