Realizing my worth

Last year I dated a black woman 10 years older than me. I was still a virgin at the time. She approached me and we exchanged numbers after conversation. I kept her number around 2016,but rarely texted and talked. I recall her complaining about her abusive boyfriend that hits her and calls her names. He got out of jail recently according to her. I did explain to her to leave him or call the cops,but she says she loves him. She clearly mistakens abuse for love and love for abuse. She took my virginity,but I kept refusing her advances until the third attempt. During the time I spent dating her was about 6 months. Sadly all good things come to an end. She cheated on me with her bad boy ex and I broke up with her. She broke my heart and tried to return to me. I got her to confess to the infidelity and she even admitted she was insecure and felt ugly. She never deserved me if this is how you see me as a weak feeble man. I even told her in her damn face "One day you'll meet a man that will treat you like shit just like how you treated me." I did come to visit one time and her ex is living with her. She's faking that she's happy and I can see her right eye twitching. I'm fucking laughing my ass off she took me for granted. Karma is real folks. I'm not discriminatory on race. I'm interested in older women as a preference,but I'm down for younger or my age as well. Treat others with respect and don't take advantage of kindness because I can turn into the devil himself. I prefer not to get nasty and wound with intent because she intentionally hurt me knowing how I would react. I reclaimed my confidence and pride back from her. I'm hoping to get back into the dating game and find a woman that respects and understands me.