I Want to experiance jerking off another mans cock

I am looking to try and have and have an experience with another man. I have been straight most of my life but in my late teens me and my best friend had a mutual cock sucking experience and it was awesome. It didn't go any farther than that because we both had girlfriends. I have never been married but have been in some long term relationships with women that ended in disaster. I am tried of all the headaches and heart breaks that come from being involved with a woman. I have kept my memories of how it felt sucking another mans cock and look fondly upon it. I love the way it looks in a gay video with men sucking each others cocks it looks so hot!!!!!!!!!!!. I would like to meet a man in my area that is nice looking and has a great personality that would show me how to be happy with another man. I would like to start out slowly with just jerking each other off and see where that leads. I don't want to piss anyone off but I am afraid of having sex with another man because of HIV and AIDS. I am disease free and want to meet another man that is also disease free. I enjoy my life and living this long and would enjoy living alot longer with a man that has no diseases so we can suck each other off and have anal sex as well