Am so confused

its me again Tia an i need your comments / help to tell me ifi am wrong with what i am doing / going thru here
as i had explain in a previous story about my first oral experience with my 64 yr old black male friend i made Chester
well since i have last posted so much has happen an i am so confused with am i wrong because this is going against
everything my parents taught me as they raised me that i should never get involved with the black race they were trouble an below me . but since they have passed an with the work i do i found they were wrong we are all equal an i live my life as i see keeping my self free from harm .
well Chester an i have bounded so much very quickly an i have more or less open my home to him an well as far as me giving him blow jobs has progressed very quickly an he learned quickly that i enjoyed doing it to him so much that i looked forward to it daily i would go to the shit hole place that he an his friend lived in an pick him up bring him to my home an let him make his self at home an we even named his cock more or less a code word i would ask how Willy was doing an he would drop his pants an i would get on my knees an suck an worship his uncut black cock working to get the thick creamy prize i always wanted finally he started to sleep at my home for a few nights an i would get my chance to suck him a few times then always first thing in the morning get that early morning boner before he could get to the bathroom then off i would go to work with my clit throbbing all day finally i knew i had to make the move on taking this to the next level so i got off work early on a Friday afternoon an raced to the mall to victory secrets to get something sexy so he would know i was down to go further then raced home made some dinner then went to pick him up to come home with me i even took his room mate dinner an off we went to my home once there he showered while i put dinner on the table for us an served him when he was done with his shower an we had a nice dinner i hurried an cleaned up the kitchen an excused my self to go get an shower an to put on my out fit for him in hopes we could move on i lit some candles in my bedroom an hurried an dressed in my new blk teddy with matching thong panties an came into the living room to hopefully get his attention strutting my stuff in front of him he quickly pulled his cock out an started to stroke it i climb on the couch with him an laid across his legs stroking his cock kissing an licking it an god i so love pulling that foreskin back an working my tongue into his pee slit well after about 15 min of me worshiping his cock with my mouth an him there with his pants around his ankle i stopped an stood an led him to my bedroom an proceeded to lay on the bed kissing an him rubbing my butt an pinching my eager nipples when he finally pulled my thong to the side to find it was soaked an my pussy was dripping he licked his fingers an then kissed my belly an worked his way to my quivering soaked pussy he went down on me an was so gentle about it he bumped his tongue against my swelled hard clit an i squeal shook an promptly climaxed as he kept tongue my pussy licking me from my butt hole to my puss an was tongue fucking me i was so hot an was cumming in waves i got potty mouth an was begging him to fuck me an all the while he kept licking an fingering my tight pussy when all of a sudden he stopped an came up laid beside me an told me he wanted me but did not have a rubber an did not want to take the risk of me getting pregnant an he felt it would ruin my life after about 10 more min of foreplay an me telling him he had no fear of it because i was on birth control an have been for years an he could always pull out if he wanted at the right time but i have to admit i was very scared due to his size i was hopping i could handle him an his cock when he rubbed my clit an set me off again my juices flowing when he climb on top of me spreading my legs an felt the warmth of his cock bumping against my hungry pussy an he gently slid the head in held it there an stopped while my tight pussy adjusted to his cock then slowly started to pump my pussy stretching me open till i squealed it was so thick an i was cumming in massive waves as he kept pumping my pussy he was amazed at how tight i was an how sensitive i was as his pace began to pick up he was sweating an grunting covering me with his sweat as he started to tense up i could feel his cock swelling inside me i was begging him to cum in me as i wrapped my legs around him holding him as he tried to get his cock out an was stuck there as my legs held him then suddenly he exploded inside me filling with me with his seed more then any other man has ever done before i felt so sexy as this blk man laid on top of me his cock still twitching inside me as he slowly started to go limp an slip out of me cum running out of me down my butt crack an onto the sheets as he laid back panting beside me after a couple min i rolled over an cleaned his cock an balls with my mouth an squeezing the last drip out of the pee slit an then laid beside him as we nodded off to sleep me with a puss full of this mans seed i slept so well i felt more like a woman after being with him then i ever have with any other man an god this old man made me climax so many times.Well morning came an i had to get dressed an ready for work i woke up early alittle sore but thought it was just a dream but he was holding me in his arms we kissed i did not have enough time for his to pump another load into my hungry pussy but rest assured i did suck an load out of his cock then we dressed i went to work an i dropped him off at the shit hole he shares with his friend
all day long he was all i could think of an when i was done i raced to go pick him up an bring him home again no matter what i did i could not get him to come home with me i promptly left went home an had a good cry thinking i did such a awful thing but yet i was so horny this is where it gets bad i figured i was just a notch in his belt an he got what he wanted an was done with me so me wanting that feeling of being needed i called my former boyfriend an talked him in to letting me take him to dinner see if there was still a spark there between us i broke up with this 26 yr old white man because frankly he sucked it bed he would never go down on me but he always my mouth n his cock which was alright since i love sucking dick an i crave the taste of cum well we hurried thru dinner with me cock teasing him all the while then raced to his apartment for a roll in the bed an it was awful he could not even get me wet an he was all about him an i just wanted it over with as he pumped harder an faster i told him i wanted his load in my mouth i just felt like i did not want him to soil me with his sperm an rolled off me grabbed my head an jammed his cock in my mouth 30 seconds later he exploded in my mouth an i did take it but i would not swallow i spit it into a tissue an laid there thinking about the night before an how this was just a waist of my time he did thing for me i got dressed an left telling him i would call him the next day an raced back to where i came from but before i went home driving pass tha shit hole where the man that made me feel like a woman was sleeping i wanted to run in an kiss him but i went home showered an went to bed next day at work he was on my mind when i got off i went check on him an his friend an tried not to beg him to come home with me but i gave him a kiss an softly told him how he made me feel that night sniffled a bit kissed him an left for home alone but knowing i was totally done with white men at least ones that was in my age group there is a lot more to tell here but i do not want to bore you if you want to here the rest let me know i so want to get your opion on this matter Tia
Published by MzTia
6 years ago
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straponsissy 6 years ago
as the previous comment notes: its your life, do what makes you feel good and happy and stop worrying about age, race or whatever. and don't think you are boring us...just keep sharing...thanks!
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Rick56789 6 years ago
I think if you're into older men then go for it. It's your life live it the way that makes you happy .
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