Finally time to make THE important decision...

After a lifetime of porn addiction, stealing time from productivity, I'm seriously considering retiring from this site and others like it. I'm married to a woman that has the womanly attributes that I yearn for and, because of the porn addiction, I've preferred the porn over her. The hours spend daily on this site could be better used on projects of my liking, not to mention quality sexual time with my wife. My video and photo collections in many ways are second to none so if you like them, I advise you to mark them as your favorites before I retire. Otherwise, you may not find them again. Anyone who has spent the amount of time that I have collecting favorites and fantasizing over them is, no doubt, truly addicted. Addiction is not a good thing. 'Nuff said.

This is all due to my desire to get back to real life and real people, hopefully forging ahead with getting more accomplished and finding more joy in life than watching some alluring porn actress who is no more than a personal fantasy of mine.

We each have to choose our separate paths in life and I need to take the leap, kick my addiction and get back to the quality of life before it's too late. I wish the very best to each of you and hope you find the best path for you.
Published by von64
7 years ago
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von64
von64 Publisher 4 years ago
Obviously, by my presence here, I'm still struggling with this. I know what is the right thing to do for me personally but haven't yet found the strength to cut the ties and make it to 'the other side.'
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von64
von64 Publisher 6 years ago
I know my heart is in the right place and know what is best but as you guys have stated so plainly, this is not an easy addiction to break. Thought I was there, but haven't been able to break away completely yet. Hoping to acquire the strength to do so soon. Thanks so much for your comments and support!
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_SugarStick_
_SugarStick_ 6 years ago
I can definitely sympathize also. Over the past 8/9 years I've been a member here (this is my second account...my cold turkey retirement only lasted a year) - I figure I've lost 6 or 7 months of my life in combined time. The first couple of years I was here about 10 hours a day. It just can't be sustained and warps your concept of what is real. Good luck with whatever you decide to do. Your great eye and uploads will be missed - I'll fave what I can asap.
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pro-boobs 6 years ago
I have been struggling with the same decision. Spending hours trying to make this site enjoyable with no reward, yet at the same time losing all my interaction with real people (outside of the internet).
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troyreeds
troyreeds 7 years ago
Well done.
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