Nude for a girl, first time and last. Ends w tears
I have always known I'm much softer and weaker then all the other boys, but I thought when I got older I'd end up looking like a male should.. when my baby genitals stayed baby- like, and my body stayed soft and weak, I realized that no female is interested in hooking up with a wimpy pussy boy..
The one time I did try to be with a girl was my 2nd year of high school.. I had known this girl a long time, and she was very experienced sexually.. she was a bit thick and all her boyfriends had been big manly type guys who I guarantee had 7 inch plus sized cocks.. one day i admitted to her that I was a virgin, and that I had never so much as seen a girl half nude, other than at the beach. She felt really bad for me, I could tell she pitied me, which made me feel even more pathetic.. she was asking me why I was so inexperienced with girls and I finally told her it's because of how self conscious I am about my weak soft physique, and especially my underdeveloped genitals.. I told her I felt like I'm too small for a girl and it would be too embarrassing to try..
She tried to tell me i was overreacting, that size didn't matter nearly as much as people say.. I remember her saying "honestly, a lot of girls can get off with as little as 5 inches. So you shouldn't even worry".
That was supposed to make me feel better, like 5 inches was the bare minimum that she assumed I obviously at least had.. when she finally convinced me to go into the closet and step out completely naked, her reaction made me realize I will always be a virgin.
I had absolutely no hair down there, so just baby bald. The nervousness meant I was at my absolute smallest and limpest, and my tiny shriveled little balls just clung beneath.. It was less than an inch of floppy limp pathetic shameful embarrassment, and I couldn't get the slightest bit hard no matter how much I tried.
She tried to comfort me and make me feel better, but it was dead obvious that she thought it was pathetic and useless.
Then I did the only thing I could do that could have made the situation even worse. I started to cry. It was just more than I could handle... so there she was sitting on the bed fully clothed, with me, standing totally nude, soft curvy weak physique with my bitch titties.. And my shriveled limp little package fully visible.. And I'm crying like a little girl, uncontrollably.
Of course she ended up gossiping about it to her friends, and it wasn't long before every girl at my high school knew me as the toddler cocked crybaby.
The one time I did try to be with a girl was my 2nd year of high school.. I had known this girl a long time, and she was very experienced sexually.. she was a bit thick and all her boyfriends had been big manly type guys who I guarantee had 7 inch plus sized cocks.. one day i admitted to her that I was a virgin, and that I had never so much as seen a girl half nude, other than at the beach. She felt really bad for me, I could tell she pitied me, which made me feel even more pathetic.. she was asking me why I was so inexperienced with girls and I finally told her it's because of how self conscious I am about my weak soft physique, and especially my underdeveloped genitals.. I told her I felt like I'm too small for a girl and it would be too embarrassing to try..
She tried to tell me i was overreacting, that size didn't matter nearly as much as people say.. I remember her saying "honestly, a lot of girls can get off with as little as 5 inches. So you shouldn't even worry".
That was supposed to make me feel better, like 5 inches was the bare minimum that she assumed I obviously at least had.. when she finally convinced me to go into the closet and step out completely naked, her reaction made me realize I will always be a virgin.
I had absolutely no hair down there, so just baby bald. The nervousness meant I was at my absolute smallest and limpest, and my tiny shriveled little balls just clung beneath.. It was less than an inch of floppy limp pathetic shameful embarrassment, and I couldn't get the slightest bit hard no matter how much I tried.
She tried to comfort me and make me feel better, but it was dead obvious that she thought it was pathetic and useless.
Then I did the only thing I could do that could have made the situation even worse. I started to cry. It was just more than I could handle... so there she was sitting on the bed fully clothed, with me, standing totally nude, soft curvy weak physique with my bitch titties.. And my shriveled limp little package fully visible.. And I'm crying like a little girl, uncontrollably.
Of course she ended up gossiping about it to her friends, and it wasn't long before every girl at my high school knew me as the toddler cocked crybaby.
7 years ago
