Im so nervous

Omg...after teasing the guys in the mall and on the streets I'm finally goin to take a leap of faith and let a young well Hung black guy fuck me and do to as he pleases. But I'm so nervous because hubby is goin to be working. But I can't back out now I've got evrythin ready..bought new sheets,sexy lingerie and a nice short dress with a pair of heels to go with. I'm very excited but i don't know if I should go thru with this..what do you guys think.. should i or not. ? Please let me know ..need sum advice