Looking for my LTR

Since my realization that Leslie is my true self I am feeling more down and lonely. I truly have a lot of love to give and want to find my soul mate. I love that Leslie is starting to surface and that i enjoy being the woman i dream of. The problem is even though i like cock men do nothing for me. I am still attracted to women and other Cds and also transsexuals. I truly would like to find a woman to accept me or another Cd, Ts like me who is looking for a committed Ltr. My search continues and can only hope and dream right now.