A big thanks you and a little background info x
Hey so I've been on xhamster for almost a week now and I really want to say thank you to everyone for making me feel so welcome! You have all left some lovely comment and they all mean soooo much to me. You are all really sweet and lovely. I've not had a huge amount of time to log recently so if you've sent me a message I'll try and reply as soon as I can. Oh and when I have got on I've had loads of fun making huge puddles of cummies!!
So far one of the most frequent questions I get it why? Why am I a trans sissy girl? First off deep down I know I'm not a boy, I know I'm a girl but there are also a few environmental factors I guess. Above all is the fact that my dad left the family when I was little which left me in a house with three other women. My mum and two older sisters. Mum's never worked so money has always been tight because of this I've had to live with my sisters hand me downs. So from a young age y wardrobe was full of girls tshirts, shorts, trousers, blouses, socks, panties and even some dresses. I guess that means I've been cross dressing most of my life. This did make life difficult at school, especially when getting changed for PE or swimming. The others would see me in girly panties and immediately got me a reputation as a sissy that never left me through my school years. I'm also slight in build, always have been, with a tiny clit making me seem even more fem. I guess I just never had a chance. Throughout this phase I was learning I was different, when the other guy talked about girls I just wasn't interested but vividly remember getting in the showers with the other guys. I had a very close friend back then who was also exploring his gay side and we got very close. We began by looking at porn together and waking before moving onto mutual masterbation, during which I developed my craving for cum. I'd seen girls in porn movies gulping it down and it always made my mouth water. I'd started eating my own out of interest and soon my friend had me eating his. During one of our many mutual sessions he realised I was watching his cock intently and offered to let me suck it. Well you can guess what I did right? and I haven't looked back since. Not much long after I gave up my boi pussy cherry to him as well although I wouldnt let me return the favour. Either way I loved it and very much enjoyed what we were getting up to. We did get a bit blase about it and did end up getting caught, far from causing me any problems I made a loooaad of new friends with my cock sucking skills. Especially when most of the girls at that time would never dream of it. When I got to sixth form and could dress how I wanted I got even more attention. Most guys won't admit it but sticking your dick some where hot and wet, or hot and lubed, is faarr better than having a wank even if the chick does have a dick. Oddly enough it was about this time that I had my first girlfriend, a bisexual goth chick with more kinks than brain cells and she was a smarty pants! Anyway more on that to come later.
I guess my home life also has something to do with things and the way I am. Not to put too finer a point on it my mum and sisters are sluts. They put it about and have done for as long as I can remember. They were never more happy than when they were getting it or thinking about it. Happiness=Sex was something I learnt from them. Being a sissy can be hard sometimes with the way people can treat you so I learnt to fall back on sex.
Anyway I guess thats enough for now.
Thank you all so much
Mand x
So far one of the most frequent questions I get it why? Why am I a trans sissy girl? First off deep down I know I'm not a boy, I know I'm a girl but there are also a few environmental factors I guess. Above all is the fact that my dad left the family when I was little which left me in a house with three other women. My mum and two older sisters. Mum's never worked so money has always been tight because of this I've had to live with my sisters hand me downs. So from a young age y wardrobe was full of girls tshirts, shorts, trousers, blouses, socks, panties and even some dresses. I guess that means I've been cross dressing most of my life. This did make life difficult at school, especially when getting changed for PE or swimming. The others would see me in girly panties and immediately got me a reputation as a sissy that never left me through my school years. I'm also slight in build, always have been, with a tiny clit making me seem even more fem. I guess I just never had a chance. Throughout this phase I was learning I was different, when the other guy talked about girls I just wasn't interested but vividly remember getting in the showers with the other guys. I had a very close friend back then who was also exploring his gay side and we got very close. We began by looking at porn together and waking before moving onto mutual masterbation, during which I developed my craving for cum. I'd seen girls in porn movies gulping it down and it always made my mouth water. I'd started eating my own out of interest and soon my friend had me eating his. During one of our many mutual sessions he realised I was watching his cock intently and offered to let me suck it. Well you can guess what I did right? and I haven't looked back since. Not much long after I gave up my boi pussy cherry to him as well although I wouldnt let me return the favour. Either way I loved it and very much enjoyed what we were getting up to. We did get a bit blase about it and did end up getting caught, far from causing me any problems I made a loooaad of new friends with my cock sucking skills. Especially when most of the girls at that time would never dream of it. When I got to sixth form and could dress how I wanted I got even more attention. Most guys won't admit it but sticking your dick some where hot and wet, or hot and lubed, is faarr better than having a wank even if the chick does have a dick. Oddly enough it was about this time that I had my first girlfriend, a bisexual goth chick with more kinks than brain cells and she was a smarty pants! Anyway more on that to come later.
I guess my home life also has something to do with things and the way I am. Not to put too finer a point on it my mum and sisters are sluts. They put it about and have done for as long as I can remember. They were never more happy than when they were getting it or thinking about it. Happiness=Sex was something I learnt from them. Being a sissy can be hard sometimes with the way people can treat you so I learnt to fall back on sex.
Anyway I guess thats enough for now.
Thank you all so much
Mand x
7 years ago
