Healing your Heart

Life can be a good thing when , you have a painful thing thrust into your lap.I was thinking that what we the k**s and i endured was hard and painful for a while and i am sure it hurt my k**s too and may have left a mental scar of what had happened.

I still stand guarded and ready to take what ever life can dish out to me , And i feel my k**s can too they are resilient and have a good idea of where the bear shits.But in all reality it is a scary feeling... sometimes i think i wonder how if ever i can take hurt like that again?I think my heart has tested them waters before.

But i actually feel happy with the decisions & Choices that were made with My wife and our family...I have been Given so many chances at so many things in my life and thru that i am so grateful for that ....and do think that if i wasn't given any chances i would not be here id still be on the streets of Edmonton....In all reality ...My wife saved me from a cocaine /alcohol Addiction and destruction to my self...If not for her i really think i wouldn't be here....

I think there's many people that make me want to get up each day and make something of this day before me ... I am truly inspired by the people around me and i want them Friends in my life for a very long long time ! And to have great people around you... who don't want that right ??Out of this i made some amazing friends !!