WHEN I KNEW I WAS GAY AT 12 OR 13 YEARS OLD

When I was 12 or 13 a very horny gay couple lived nextdoor too me and even asked to watch me then too they use to have gay sex parties and this was on a 60 acres farm they had and they would fuck in the woods, the field, in the open and 20 to 40 gay men where there in the summer fucking, sucking, rimming and kissing they had big cocks and sexy asses too. I would have loved to have been in there house when it was the two of them I would love to have been fucked, rimmed and kissed by them they and a 11 and 12 inch thick cocks I always loved it when they had there summer nude gay sex parties I would love for those two to fuck me and suck them off I would and bendover for those two to fuck me I would be the BOTTOM only they did see me nude a few times outside and told me they liked what they saw and when they where talking to me I was staring at there cocks mmmmm.....!

I wish it happened I use to hang outside in the nude all the time in the summer so they always wanted to fuck me they loved my ass too.
There cocks where 9 to 13 inches long and very thick it would hurt my virgin ass, but I always loved to watch them fuck in the woods in the field I would always be masturbating to them while I was nude too this was from 8am to 3 or 4pm everyday in the summer. I want to now so bad I need a big GAY orgy so horny for one.

They my next door gay neighbors with big cocks wanted me to come in there place I loved looking at there cocks and asses and masturbating to them would love to have felt there big cocks down my mouth OMG I wanted to suck them off and to have them fuck me would have been perfect I still regret it to this day for there big cocks and it still hirts that I never did I would love to get on my knees to suck them off anytime during the summer and go out to the middle of the 60 acre farm have serve them....!

This is what I want and need now so bad....! :)