My first time

my story is about my first time I had allways been into xdressing from the age of 10 steeling my mothers clothes dressing in a garden shed I knew I couldn't pass as female as I was quite tall for my age big hands too so at 13 years old going to newsagents buying porn or fags nd drink for friends was easy on this day I was in the shed dressed up reading a copy of shemale sex when I was startled by voices from out side one of my friends had called round I quickly dressed back he didn't say anything so I thought I had got away with it I was wrong he started quizzing me about my look then told me he was seeing a older man and wanted me to dress and clean up I was told if I refused he had proof I was told to meet at an address told me what to bring I was greeted at the door told to go and change I did what I was told sat in a chair and watch as they made love I have to say I got quite turned on most of their cum was on a small table which I had to clean up my friend left before me as I was still bending over this man called andy said he needed one other thing cleaned I tried to say I wasn't intrested but he pointed out that I was as he had seen my erection he didn't want to fuck me just oral I tried to refuse but got told he knew my secret so I reluctantly got on my knees and had my first taste of cock since then I have only met with tv or ts in my male role maybe it will change soon