First time i saw a adult male cock

For me there was that one day. Still makes my toes curl when I think back to the magic every moment is still so clear, At the age of 12, I had the “a-ha” moment and realized just how “different” I was. It was the summer between sixth and seventh grade. The parents swept me away to camp and each cabin had an assigned teenage counselor who never left our side; they ate with us, did arts and crafts with us, slept in his office in the cabin with bathroom and shower. And frankly, seeing my 18 year old camp counselor naked in our shower area, I heard the showers running well after midnight so I very quietly looked in to see him naked with a beautiful wet shinning cock much bigger than any of the boys at our Boarding School even the older boys in our shower area here at camp. At school where the bigger boys with bigger cocks would walk around with their dicks hanging so every one of us can see theirs’ and if they thought if you peeked they start saying you want get on your knees and suck my cock? A few times someone did want to suck their cocks we all go to the shower room to watch one of our classmates suck off several of the big cock boys. All this had really excited me, more than enough proof for me that I liked boys, males.