Confessions of a submissive sissy - Apr 29
Here I go again... I always have this fear and anticipations as I walk down the dark stairs at the steam 1 bathhouse. I was even more nervous today.
I showed up on Wednesday and had zero luck. True, it was practically empty, but nothing makes me feel more depressed than nobody wanting me. I hoped today would be a rebound experience like last Saturday.
I payed my small fee, got a room and brought in my bag of new dresses and other girly items that I had just purchased. I quickly spread out my new dresses. Black classic look? green punk mini dress or my classic favorite black and white plaid mini skirt and top. I went with the green outfit for something different.
After I put on my dress, applied my makeup and accessories, I walked down the hall to prep myself. I bring two things for prepping. An anal douche and a medium sized butt plug. I walked down the hall with both in hand, with my head down as multiple men stare at me as I pass. Not many of us dress up, to be honest, I am the only gurl I have seen in this place.
After my 'preparation' I head back to my room, feeling the stares as I keep my head low. Do they want me or am I just a freak. I can never tell what is going through their minds. I suffer from anxiety when in public, and this is doubly bad when I feel I could be rejected. After I open my room door, I lie down on the bed and get ready to play with my plug while watching porn.
I barely got on the bed and there was three men outside my door. They all looked somewhat nervous, but a tall white man walked in and shut the door, he asked if I wanted company. Smiling, I welcomed him in. I was kinda hoping that all three would come in, but the fact that 3 men followed me for sex made me feel wanted.
He put his arms around me and gave me a deep kiss. I went weak as he held me up. He was at least a foot taller than myself and he made me feel very feminine.
He asked to get on the bed and I obediently agreed. Dropping his towel, he got on the bed and I proceeded to put his dick in my mouth. I must have looked eager as quickly got hard. He removed my panties and began to play with my ass. Oh yeah I was loving every second.
He grabbed my legs and guided me over to mount him so we could 69. I desperately began to blow him. Surprisingly, he didn't put my cock in his mouth, he spread my ass cheeks and began to rim me. Oh yeah, this was awesome. He pulled me upwards and went all out. My god, his tongue felt so good up my ass. So glad I prep before sex or our next kiss would be awkward.
After a couple of minutes of this, he got off the bed and began to lube his cock and my ass. He pinned me on my back and I wrapped my legs around him. Grabbing my legs, he put them on each shoulder. I trembled with anticipation. He was large, at least 8 inches and quite thick so I hope it went in alright
The next thing I did wasn't smart. Actually it was stupid and I will try not to ever do it again. He pushed inside of me without a condom. I was so desperate for sex that all I could do was moan as he entered me. I should have asked him to slip one on, but my mind was in a state of anxiety and anticipation. He pushed gently in and slowly pushed until he was all the way in. I cried out, partially from his size, but mostly in pleasure. I know I shot a small load on myself. He felt instantly good. The perfect size cock for my ass. He smiled and leaned over and kissed me. I grabbed on to him and held on tight as he increased his pace.
We continued for around 5-10 minutes. With each stroke I moaned with pleasure. I tend to be quite vocal and cries of 'oh god yes', 'please fuck me', 'you are so big', and please don't stop must have echoed in the bathhouse. I was fantastic and I felt like the sissy I was born to be.
He got off me and lied down on the bed and moved me into the 69 position again. This cock had just been in my ass, so I hoped I did a good job cleaning. I lowered my lips on his cock and was happy to see that I was a good gurl in prepping. I eagerly sucked him off. He did the same to me and it wasn't more than a couple moments that I was at my point of no return. I exploded into his mouth and collapsed. He kept sucking and I quivered and shook. Life doesn't get any better than this.
He got off the bed and pulled me off the bed and bent me over it. I reached back and spread my ass cheeks. There was no gentleness this time. He slammed into me and fucked me hard. I cried out, and gripped the sheets, nearly pulling them off the bed. He pinned me down and I took it all. I was wanted, no needed. I was his to serve. I was so happy.
He fucked me hard for around 10 minutes with each stroke I pushed back hard, wiggling my ass. He quickly pulled out and pulled me off the bed and to my knees. Ramming his cock in my mouth he held my head and fucked my mouth for about 30 seconds until he came. Of course I swallowed it.
After he came, I gently kept sucking on him, getting every last drop. He slowly pushed my head away and pulled me up and gave me a passionate kiss. I thanked him as he left and collapsed on my bed. So satisfied.
Prologue.
I was waiting at the skytrain station for the next train to get to my car. A man walked up beside me and smiled. It was him. We began to chat and he told me that he lived in a nearby town and was moving even closer to where I live. He hinted at me visiting him more often.
oh yeah often as I can. Over and over please.
I showed up on Wednesday and had zero luck. True, it was practically empty, but nothing makes me feel more depressed than nobody wanting me. I hoped today would be a rebound experience like last Saturday.
I payed my small fee, got a room and brought in my bag of new dresses and other girly items that I had just purchased. I quickly spread out my new dresses. Black classic look? green punk mini dress or my classic favorite black and white plaid mini skirt and top. I went with the green outfit for something different.
After I put on my dress, applied my makeup and accessories, I walked down the hall to prep myself. I bring two things for prepping. An anal douche and a medium sized butt plug. I walked down the hall with both in hand, with my head down as multiple men stare at me as I pass. Not many of us dress up, to be honest, I am the only gurl I have seen in this place.
After my 'preparation' I head back to my room, feeling the stares as I keep my head low. Do they want me or am I just a freak. I can never tell what is going through their minds. I suffer from anxiety when in public, and this is doubly bad when I feel I could be rejected. After I open my room door, I lie down on the bed and get ready to play with my plug while watching porn.
I barely got on the bed and there was three men outside my door. They all looked somewhat nervous, but a tall white man walked in and shut the door, he asked if I wanted company. Smiling, I welcomed him in. I was kinda hoping that all three would come in, but the fact that 3 men followed me for sex made me feel wanted.
He put his arms around me and gave me a deep kiss. I went weak as he held me up. He was at least a foot taller than myself and he made me feel very feminine.
He asked to get on the bed and I obediently agreed. Dropping his towel, he got on the bed and I proceeded to put his dick in my mouth. I must have looked eager as quickly got hard. He removed my panties and began to play with my ass. Oh yeah I was loving every second.
He grabbed my legs and guided me over to mount him so we could 69. I desperately began to blow him. Surprisingly, he didn't put my cock in his mouth, he spread my ass cheeks and began to rim me. Oh yeah, this was awesome. He pulled me upwards and went all out. My god, his tongue felt so good up my ass. So glad I prep before sex or our next kiss would be awkward.
After a couple of minutes of this, he got off the bed and began to lube his cock and my ass. He pinned me on my back and I wrapped my legs around him. Grabbing my legs, he put them on each shoulder. I trembled with anticipation. He was large, at least 8 inches and quite thick so I hope it went in alright
The next thing I did wasn't smart. Actually it was stupid and I will try not to ever do it again. He pushed inside of me without a condom. I was so desperate for sex that all I could do was moan as he entered me. I should have asked him to slip one on, but my mind was in a state of anxiety and anticipation. He pushed gently in and slowly pushed until he was all the way in. I cried out, partially from his size, but mostly in pleasure. I know I shot a small load on myself. He felt instantly good. The perfect size cock for my ass. He smiled and leaned over and kissed me. I grabbed on to him and held on tight as he increased his pace.
We continued for around 5-10 minutes. With each stroke I moaned with pleasure. I tend to be quite vocal and cries of 'oh god yes', 'please fuck me', 'you are so big', and please don't stop must have echoed in the bathhouse. I was fantastic and I felt like the sissy I was born to be.
He got off me and lied down on the bed and moved me into the 69 position again. This cock had just been in my ass, so I hoped I did a good job cleaning. I lowered my lips on his cock and was happy to see that I was a good gurl in prepping. I eagerly sucked him off. He did the same to me and it wasn't more than a couple moments that I was at my point of no return. I exploded into his mouth and collapsed. He kept sucking and I quivered and shook. Life doesn't get any better than this.
He got off the bed and pulled me off the bed and bent me over it. I reached back and spread my ass cheeks. There was no gentleness this time. He slammed into me and fucked me hard. I cried out, and gripped the sheets, nearly pulling them off the bed. He pinned me down and I took it all. I was wanted, no needed. I was his to serve. I was so happy.
He fucked me hard for around 10 minutes with each stroke I pushed back hard, wiggling my ass. He quickly pulled out and pulled me off the bed and to my knees. Ramming his cock in my mouth he held my head and fucked my mouth for about 30 seconds until he came. Of course I swallowed it.
After he came, I gently kept sucking on him, getting every last drop. He slowly pushed my head away and pulled me up and gave me a passionate kiss. I thanked him as he left and collapsed on my bed. So satisfied.
Prologue.
I was waiting at the skytrain station for the next train to get to my car. A man walked up beside me and smiled. It was him. We began to chat and he told me that he lived in a nearby town and was moving even closer to where I live. He hinted at me visiting him more often.
oh yeah often as I can. Over and over please.
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