Summer Continues At Least in My Bed

I was 31 when I experienced my first MFM. It had been just over a year since my ex told me he wanted a divorce, although we were not actually divorced at the time. We had decided to wait to officially divorce when our house sold, and it hadn’t yet. I think he felt guilty and he continued to pay all the bills and I continued to stay at home. But I was no longer the prudish housewife I had been, but I was a newly single women looking for a little revenge. I was experimenting with sex and alcohol and d**gs. By the time I had met Greg I was already well versed in cocksucking, cum swallowing and anal sex. We met at a party and I took him home with me. We had vagina, oral, and anal sex that night and I finished him off in my mouth two times. We had been having sex regularly for about a month when one night we ran into his friend Rick at a bar. We were all drinking together and soon the conversation became more and more sexual. Even when I was a prudish housewife I had fantasies about two men at one time. Now I was in a position to fulfill that fantasy. I took the two of them back to my house, Greg drove and we all got high on the way. Being drunk and/or high is no excuse for being a slut, but it does allow the inhibitions to be lowered. I took the two of them into the bedroom I shared with my ex and just dove in. I entered the world of group sex and I was so into it. I just thought this might be the only time, so I wanted no regrets. I started by sucking and stroking their cocks and soon I was in my hands and knees with one in my mouth and one in my pussy. I hadn’t had a unprotected cock inside me since my ex and it felt so good I just went with it. These two DPed me in several positions including the two of them standing while holding me in the air. I finished them both off in my mouth and they left. The next day I took a cab to get my car and then called Greg and invited the two of them over that night. He was different on the phone and they were different when they got there. They were mean to me before and after and I felt pretty crappy. I didn’t call them for a week or so, when Greg called me. The three of us had sex again that night, but after that I was done with them.
Before this summer I have had group sex four times since, but all were one night stands. I posted about my three man date that happened on August 27 a few weeks ago. Since that night they have visited me at midnight each Friday and Saturday nights. That is eight times so far, and this past Saturday night a four man was added to the mix. This was my request; he was a friend of one of the guys!! I am so relaxed with these guys and I want to know how far I will go. I have been sharing my fantasies of more and more men with them tomorrow night I will have five men.
I want the world to know, I want to tell more people, but I hide behind this computer and tell you this way.