Am I a bottom bear? Do I let my Lover penetrate me
What an adventure these last few year have been for me. My sexual life isn't lacking to say the least, but because of health reasons the wife and I haven't been able to fuck in a couple of months and have about 6 weeks to go before we can have sex again..... it's not that were not horny or don't turn each other on, we just can't have sex right now. So she knows I'm bi, and knows that I have a friend or 2 that I play with now and agian and she's fine with it. But out of respect for her, I haven't gone and played with either of them while her and I can't fuck.
I'm starting to get to the point that I'm going to have to have sex with something other than my hand lol! I'm a top for the most part. Bottoming was kinda ruined for me as a sexual novice, I can tell you from experience that drunkin spittle from a young teen boy isn't nearly enough lube. And other than a small toy now and again, I haven't had a cock inside me since I was in Jr high school.
I'm really thinking about changing this fact about my sex life..... I think.?.? I'm so beyond horny at this point that's just where I'm at. My gay "bf" is vers and the few years we've been playing he's always been a great lover! I enjoy his company very much. He gives fabulous head and I absolutely adore the way he eats my rosebud. I'm getting half hard typing this ;) I love having his cock between my lips and devouring his boipussy, and enjoy even more, sinking my throbbing meat into that super tight fuck hole!
The last time we got to play, while he was eating me, he was fingering my virgin tight hole... Mmmmm it felt good! But that was all I could handle. I know he wants to fuck me. Hes told me several times that he wants to. I'm just fucking horny enough that he might get the chance sooner than later. Just thinkin about letting myself submit to his and my lust and get fucked by my Lover, makes my cock throb. Am I turning into a lil bitch? When I was younger I liked to play in panties once in a while. Maybe snag a pair of the wife's and let my boyfriend penetrate me with something silky to soak up the cum as it dribbles from my cock.....? For what seems like forever I've wanted to know what it feels like to have a big sticky load blasted into my tight hole. Do I finally let it happen? I'm almost scared that I'll turn into a cock slut. Some of My youngest sexual experiences were literally 4somes with my buddies in our fort, in the woods outside of town.
I had so many crazy experiences growing up.... and maybe scared isn't the right word, but nervous maybe? Because I've cum sooooo many times to those memories. There's some that the thought of reliving just makes my dick start to swell. I can vividly remember being bent over the arm of my buddies couch(while his mom was at work) and one friend easing his little cock into my ass, while I was busy sucking off my other buddy who was laying on the couch....
Shit like this happened on a regular basis for me when I was a {!d. I kinda want to know what that would be like now! Would I make a good meat sandwich? Laid on my back, one cock tenderly plowing my ass and the other hanging over my face so I can slobber all over it, his balls, and tongue fuck his boipussy!
We'll see what the future brings. I need to go rub one out. I'm so fucking hard right now!
I'm starting to get to the point that I'm going to have to have sex with something other than my hand lol! I'm a top for the most part. Bottoming was kinda ruined for me as a sexual novice, I can tell you from experience that drunkin spittle from a young teen boy isn't nearly enough lube. And other than a small toy now and again, I haven't had a cock inside me since I was in Jr high school.
I'm really thinking about changing this fact about my sex life..... I think.?.? I'm so beyond horny at this point that's just where I'm at. My gay "bf" is vers and the few years we've been playing he's always been a great lover! I enjoy his company very much. He gives fabulous head and I absolutely adore the way he eats my rosebud. I'm getting half hard typing this ;) I love having his cock between my lips and devouring his boipussy, and enjoy even more, sinking my throbbing meat into that super tight fuck hole!
The last time we got to play, while he was eating me, he was fingering my virgin tight hole... Mmmmm it felt good! But that was all I could handle. I know he wants to fuck me. Hes told me several times that he wants to. I'm just fucking horny enough that he might get the chance sooner than later. Just thinkin about letting myself submit to his and my lust and get fucked by my Lover, makes my cock throb. Am I turning into a lil bitch? When I was younger I liked to play in panties once in a while. Maybe snag a pair of the wife's and let my boyfriend penetrate me with something silky to soak up the cum as it dribbles from my cock.....? For what seems like forever I've wanted to know what it feels like to have a big sticky load blasted into my tight hole. Do I finally let it happen? I'm almost scared that I'll turn into a cock slut. Some of My youngest sexual experiences were literally 4somes with my buddies in our fort, in the woods outside of town.
I had so many crazy experiences growing up.... and maybe scared isn't the right word, but nervous maybe? Because I've cum sooooo many times to those memories. There's some that the thought of reliving just makes my dick start to swell. I can vividly remember being bent over the arm of my buddies couch(while his mom was at work) and one friend easing his little cock into my ass, while I was busy sucking off my other buddy who was laying on the couch....
Shit like this happened on a regular basis for me when I was a {!d. I kinda want to know what that would be like now! Would I make a good meat sandwich? Laid on my back, one cock tenderly plowing my ass and the other hanging over my face so I can slobber all over it, his balls, and tongue fuck his boipussy!
We'll see what the future brings. I need to go rub one out. I'm so fucking hard right now!
8 years ago
