Fetishes

Thinking back to my first sexual experience, it's crazy that something I initially thought was so black and white, could be so multi-faceted. Heterosexual, caucasian porn was fringe normal. everything else was exotic, "blue", "taboo". Given the color of my skin, I was automatically part of the everything else. Like a victim of drowning, I struggled...at first. I vigorously resisted the "weird", "strange", "abnormal", "perverse". Then, I took a look back at fringe heterosexual, caucasian porn and saw ALL of those adjectives. Like all other prepackaged goods, I realized "someone" was attempting to make decisions for me. Decisions that were so personal, so visceral that they couldn't possibly have greater insight into what got me horny than i did. But nonetheless, "they" tried. It was at that time I realized I was bigger than "the boxes". To be continued...