Just another day

Well got up got dressed done my nails and now sitting dressed nails done but pondering wether to do my make up , am i getting to the stage that i don't feel the need to be totally en- femme all the time even though i do dress every day am i at the en femme x roads so to speak .
Happy to totally dressed as a female , but don't always feel that it is necessary to wear full make up all the time mm , something to think about , i must admit i do love when i do my make up as it just feels right for me , spending more time as zoe than i have ever done , in fact spend more or less every day inn female mode , always put bra and panties on in morning ,usually tights and pantie girdle on , started wearing female jeans a bit more than skirts , seems right to me or am i just k**ding myself , strange maybe considering i am sitting typing this totally dressed in female attire nails done but no make up on yet , my nails have grown quite a nice female shape now keep them well manicured even though i do realise that anyone that sees them that they are in the female mode not male do i care not a jot as i wear a clear gel nail varnish when in male mode so they do on ocassion get noticed i just tell them i like them manicured nice and clean looking tend to get a raised eye brow on the odd ocassion but i don't give a shit anymore . even my eye brows are more femminine than they have ever been before , so am i becoming a trannie rebel in my own way , got the post the other day totally dressed as zoe did'nt even bat an eye lid , don't think he even noticed , it was a weird door bell went i just answered it never gave it a second thought that i was dressed and made up once door was opened bit late to worry about it so i just carried on it just felt right to me so have to see where i go from here methinks