Rant........

Ya know those people that are stupid enough to get into something that they knew better than to get into? Hi, my name is stupid! Just when you think that MAYBE you might find some semblance of happiness, it gets snatched right out from under you! Now, it isn't because you didn't know better.....you DID, but you continue because you are too STUPID to stop it and you STILL don't stop it later because you're in too damn deep ! Could it be that you don't think you deserve better? Could be! Or could it be that you think you CAN'T do better? That could be as well ! I'm tired of being someone's "second choice" but do I stop it? HELL NO! I'm also sick of being told shit that people think I want to hear to get what THEY want from me! You can kiss my ass if you think that this means that you can say a few sweet words to me and I will help you get your rocks off....FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT HAPPENNG!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't think that I have ever been as pissed off at myself as I am right now!!!....... Thank God that I have a person in my offline life who can make me laugh even if it's for just a few seconds.