Oes anybody els live this way

Everybody thanks I'm a lil fucked up, but I know just who I am. I live as a str8 male most of the time. When I get high n horny (everyday).I put my panties on and go to sucking Dick. it all started with my love of panties, then it went to panties with a big black cock. Then I sucked my first Dick, and it became more my love for BBC, on a man tranny or a dildo, I love sucking black dicks. so while I sucked these dicks I started to act and feel like a bitch, so I started to wear panties then I got some dasisy dukes, and then a pair of girls jeans, and I found that if I dressed like a bitch I got off so much more when I was sucking a BBC. They when I could suck a Dick I began to dress up and do webcams. The guys liked to jack off on my ass while I posted up or fucked myself with my dildo. Now I'm just addicted. Everyday f I'm not working I go from site to site tryin to find a Dick to suck or someone to fuck me. I love it. I have friends but I prefer strangers thaT gives it an extra thrill. Sometimes I dress up sometimes I don't. I also never stopped liking young girls barely legal and jailbait girls, sometimes ill be dressed as a girl on a web cam jacking off on the youngest looking girl I can find. some of them Tripp out and some of them just watch me jack my cock. well that is enough about me. I think I'm pretty fuckin cool, I live an exciting life on the edge get fucked alot and suck some. big black dciks and hit young tight pussy, what else is. there?