Been a while

So I still feel a little alone in my new sexual experience. I dont want anyone I know to know about it but I want to talk about it with someone. I havent been to his house since last blog entry. the craving is getting more intense and I fantasize about sucking a lot. I want to be in a room naked with multiple cocks but I only want to suck... or suck 1 cock for as long as i want and when i want..ughhh