Who am I (PART6)

Well i expect in a way i have come to realise about my Sexuality , mm ? well , i realise i am a committed transvestite , or as i have breasts do i go under the category of transexual, difficult to say i am in no way at any time looking to go down the road of gender change happy as i am male with large female tendecies ,or am i a crossdresser with boobs , very hard to define , the boobs grew due to treatment for a health problem , for years fantasied about having some now i have 38b boobs ,lovely nice to fill one's bra without chicken fillets as i did do in the early years ,not that they are huge but fill my bra's nicely gives my outline a more natural shape and not so huge tha when in male mode they stand out , but happy as i am with what i have , over the years i have changed in many ways i am more confident as zoe , and have gone out dressed as zoe for walks ( all be it early in the morning when no one is about ( this stems from an early account when i was out wlking as zoe AND A GIRL CAME OUT OFF HER HOUSE I STUMBLED CURSED AND I THINK MY VOICE GAVE ME AWAY AND SHE RAN INTO HER HOUSE AND I HEARD HER SAY THERE IS A MAN DRESSED AS A WOMAN OUTSIDE I RAN LIKE HELL HARD IN HEELS BUT MANAGED TO GET HOME UNDETECTED but since then i am a bit more cautious now so don't go out as zoe to often if i don't feel right i do not go .But to go out tottlay dressed gives one a buzz you cannot describe it is so good it is almost orgasmic I have once walked into town about a mile and a half dressed as zoe went to the hole in the wall drew some money and walked back to the house nobody batted an eyelid and i passed a few people not even a glance it was amazing but since my previous incident i am a lot more cautious but also i went to a tv club with a friend changed there and came back to the house tottally dressed got out of the car as zoe and just walked into the house and i didn't even give it a second thought or cared if anybody seen me or not , . Sexually i am bisexual and i have sucked a few cocks and had anal but that was in the early years not so lucky now not that if given the chance i would most certainly do it again as it is something i do enjoy hard to describe really if one was male i would be gay but as i am married and like women i am classed as bisexual ,but in reality in regards to sex does it matter if you have sex with a woman or a man it is the act itself that arouses me is that wrong or are we so caught up in the worlds idea of gender sexuality , it doesn't it my eyes make us bad people just different.So zoe is definately that i would not change it for the world .