Learning a lesson

I've had a desire for women most of my life. Had a few girl friends over the years, My husband of over 20 yrs. knows of this and is ok with it, I got dominated by a woman over 30 yrs. ago and it still turns me on when I think about it, my fantasy was to be dominated by a black woman. Well it happened but not exactly the way I had hoped. I had planned to hire it done at a BDSM club in the city then go home, that way I'd be somewhat in control. Wrong. I'm 63 now still love sex and I'm in fair shape. A black family moved into our small predominantly white town, Her husband works with my son in a welding shop and she started a small business cleaning houses. I called her and made an appointment with her at our house, she's very pretty around 45 I'd say and big, not fat just big, 6' 2" close to 200 D or DD cup I think, I'm 5' 6" 145, 36C she is very nice, my husband loves her she cleans our house every Thursday now, mainly because Bill meets with his band of brothers that day. I could not take my eyes off her, the way she moves is incredible, bent over and with low cut tops she makes me giddy. One day I was pretty bitchy and took it out on her, when she talked back I told her I'd fire her if she didn't shut up an get to work, "that's it" she snapped, when's the last time you had your ass paddled? I replied "your fired!! get out of my house" oh no, not just yet she said and grabbed me by the hair, I was like a rag doll in her hands she sat in a kitchen chair pulled me onto her lap pulled my shorts and panties down and proceeded to blister my ass. I was screaming for her to stop, crying, and getting excited at the same time, I got so wet my juices got on her jeans, She stuck her hand between my legs and laughed, "my god girl your flowing" she held me there while she fingered me to orgasm. she pushed me onto the floor, got up and said you can mail me my check and headed for the door. I said wait, your not fired I was just in a bad mood. She turned and looked at me and said. "IF I STAY THINGS WILL BE DIFFERENT" get up she said, I was trying to pull my shorts and panties up, she said just take them off and leave them there. I did. We went to the living room and sat, "it seems you want more than a house keeper don't you? god my face was on fire with embarrassment, humiliation and excitement. I didn't answer so she got up and headed for the door again. "YES" I said, don't go. she checked her watch and said my time is up, see you next Thursday and left. I was standing in the living room naked from the waist down and very sticky between my legs, I picked up my clothes and headed for the shower and a mirror to see how bad my ass was.