Hot mess I am.

So I'm a fairly open minded person with a macho type facade`. I have a dirty little secret about sex.
I have always been secretive of it and hide it still to this day. So 1 night I met someone and they were ok with me going down. I was nervous at first but got into it real quick and was high which made it so fucking good. His dick was 8 fully hard and thick. deeping it would take practice. He didnt believe it was my first. I fantasize about it alot and just love it now as I thought I might. I need practice. and I crave it.