This can't be life

Coming home from another really late night at work and my body feels as if I've been badly beaten never been so happy to see my bed........
Its times like these I really miss the carefree, no responsibilities or no obligations of my c***dhood
*Anna Jayne
I wish i was still one of those innocence c***dren i see playing,
In those days life seemed so much easier.
In those days the sun always shone but now its enternally raining,
I wish i could go back to being a k** and get rid of this pressure

When i was that young i didnt have to worry about anything,
I was protected from this shitty world we all live in.
Things are so complicated now and i'm forever struggling,
No matter how hard i try i can never win.
The major problems i had when i was younger seem so minor now,
Smiles and laughter came so easily back then.
I want to make people be proud of me but i dont know how,
I didnt used to have to make people proud before,i wish i was a k** again....

Published by NO-NOPE-NAW

9 years ago

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bb49 7 years ago

Your eyes have been opened, once one truly sees the world and it's deceptions, there is no going backwards, like with the movie, "The Matrix", once you take that pill, and open your eyes to what's happening around you, just can't go back, in this case one could argue, ignorance is truly bliss,,,, or is it???

This can't be life is a quite a title. I have always understood that you work extremely hard. I have always assumed that you were doing so by choice. I hope this is a passing cycle and not permanent. Balance of work and play are really important.. and I think you may be missing the days.. of when play out weighed work. I understand that believe me. I hope you can make changes to your situation that may move the fulcrum of life more towards center.. PM if you like.. i know you are a very private person..