Denial caused me to become a Premature sissy

After years of being a jerk addict, and slowly falling down the sissy rabbit hole...I've crossed the point of no return when it comes to being unable to perform sexually with a woman. I have been involved with some famous clips mistresses over the years as a pay pig / slave... Princess fierce, goddess B, kelle Martina to name a few. This went on for a few years I would pay for custom clips or even pay by the week to be owned or controlled by them... It's been over 3 years though since I resorted to online dommes because I finally found a woman willing to do the real thing.

I was immediately cut off from sex permanantly. I am now a 30 year old virgin and It's been 4 years since I've gone on a date with a woman. We started with the chastity device the cb3000 and I would wear it for 1 week at a time. It was tough to go "cold turkey" from being a wankaholic but after a few months of 1 release a week by her hand, I actually no longer needed a chastity device to remain "faithful." Keep in mind, I was sexless but she was not. I was finally being cucked for real as well. One side effect of once a week ejaculations from a hand job, has surprisingly been a complete 180 with my stamina.

I now ejaculate within 45 seconds if I am being stroked and within 30 seconds if I stroke myself. There's been times where I pull up a pair of panties and immediately ejaculate in them.

It started as a fantasy but now, I am a prematurely ejaculating cuckold sissy and I am forever ruined from ever being with a woman.