I want to jerk off a cock

I'm heterosexual but really want to give a handjob. I am not into butts or hairy guys or anything like that but would be excited over giving an effeminate guy a handjob. Do other heterosexuals feel this way also? I might even consider a blowjob if the guy is right. I have no other interest in guys in a sexual manner. I had an offer last year which I turned down. The guy was college aged and was talking about porn to me. He seemed to feel guilty and I asked him what was so wrong with masturbating. He said it was just messy. I suggested he use a tissue or paper towel and he laughed and said that wouldn't work. He said he came too much and when I laughed at that nervously, he said, he would show me....half joking. I just changed the subject a bit. That was that. I just imagine if I answered differently what would have happened? I would have loved to have jerked him off to prove he had a big cumshot.