Diary of a Secret Sissy Fag Gurl - 1
Its been a busy couple of days!
Really a couple of months actually, ever since I finally gave into my desires and got fucked in my boipussy for the first time! Yes, I finally did it, I still can't believe it but it happened with my legs in the air, the Daddy i met on craiglist alternating between kissing me and sucking my dick as he thrust into my no-longer-virgin ass. I couldn't believe how good it felt, and I knew I would have it again.
Since then, I unfortunately had a moment of self-doubt, when i threw out my sissy things after my female roommate caught me in panties and heels. I couldn't explain myself to her, but again, that's a story for another time...
So i threw the stuff out and wondered how what started as a dirty secret fetish became posting my pics and vids, and how I deluded myself into thinking it wouldn't escalate into finally having gay sex. Even as I wondered, there was a growing feeling in me of desire that i didn't know how to handle. So with winter vacation coming up, i didnt know what I would do until I was finally alone, yesterday. My answer was instant. I was watching sissy porn, tucking my cock, and calling myself a faggot as soon as I woke up. This time I knew it was more than a fetish, and I loved feeling like I was really becoming a sissy fag gurl!
I reordered all the necessary supplies to be a sissy. I got some pretty sissy things to play in and with, like some 5.5 inch wedge heels, sporty top and nylon miniskirt, some stockings, and most importantly, a cute wig and a package of saline enemas. As I sit here I'm only waiting on the enemas and the wig to arrive, two crucial steps before I can doll myself up, ready for whatever happens tonight! Maybe somebody out there has some ideas, I'm ready to be a really dirty gurl ;)
Really a couple of months actually, ever since I finally gave into my desires and got fucked in my boipussy for the first time! Yes, I finally did it, I still can't believe it but it happened with my legs in the air, the Daddy i met on craiglist alternating between kissing me and sucking my dick as he thrust into my no-longer-virgin ass. I couldn't believe how good it felt, and I knew I would have it again.
Since then, I unfortunately had a moment of self-doubt, when i threw out my sissy things after my female roommate caught me in panties and heels. I couldn't explain myself to her, but again, that's a story for another time...
So i threw the stuff out and wondered how what started as a dirty secret fetish became posting my pics and vids, and how I deluded myself into thinking it wouldn't escalate into finally having gay sex. Even as I wondered, there was a growing feeling in me of desire that i didn't know how to handle. So with winter vacation coming up, i didnt know what I would do until I was finally alone, yesterday. My answer was instant. I was watching sissy porn, tucking my cock, and calling myself a faggot as soon as I woke up. This time I knew it was more than a fetish, and I loved feeling like I was really becoming a sissy fag gurl!
I reordered all the necessary supplies to be a sissy. I got some pretty sissy things to play in and with, like some 5.5 inch wedge heels, sporty top and nylon miniskirt, some stockings, and most importantly, a cute wig and a package of saline enemas. As I sit here I'm only waiting on the enemas and the wig to arrive, two crucial steps before I can doll myself up, ready for whatever happens tonight! Maybe somebody out there has some ideas, I'm ready to be a really dirty gurl ;)
9 years ago
