Insanity rules my heart

Well here it is well after 4a,m. and I'm still awake, but not in the mood for interactions with people. Not that I'm unsociable, I'm just sometimes in a funk where my heart and mind go in different directions all for good reasons. Where do I start? Being made the other woman or being replace by a younger woman. Being betrayed more times than I care to admit. Going over in my head,,,what the hell did I do so wrong to deserve such hurt. Slowly, one by one each male proves to me that I can't trust not a one of you. Yes, I am now a skeptic of a decent human being and of the emotion most of us accept as love. Well in closing it's a terrible panic to walk in my shoes in the affairs of the heart and I don't do meaningless sex, so I'm screwed and not in any good way. Later my friends...I have some insanity to cure.

Published by Eesa2015

9 years ago

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cavalier098 9 years ago

(((HUG))) It upsets me to know that you are feeling down over a broken relationship. I have been there and so has every other human on this planet. I was told by my attorney after the break up of my first marriage that living well is the best revenge. It's been over thirty years and my ex still curses me even though she married the guy she left me for. The best thing she ever did for me was to leave me. And for that I bless her. I hope you feel better. It will take time (((HUG))) again