What have i gotten myself into?
I made a deal with my MASTER, if I don't cum for 6 days, I'm going to get something, what I really want, in return.
Boy was the suggestion stupid on my part. I knew he wasn't going to make it easy for me, but I didn't know I'd regret it the first day. Being brought so close to orgasm without the possibility of having one is pure torture. But at least it pushes my limits a little bit, and shows me how much self control I actually have.
The fast that HE enjoys seeing me in such discomfort doesn't help me much, cos it just makes it so much more fun for HIM.
But I want to be able to go through the entire week, I want to do it. I want to prove to HIM I'm a good slut, and I want HIM to be proud of being my MASTER. Maybe one day, HE will decide to write a story dedicated to me, or share with the world how HE feels about being my MASTER. I know that would make me very happy, and proud that HE calls me his own.
The way HE tortured me last night was horrible, yet very exciting. And took a lot of concentration and self control on my part, not to just let go and have the orgasm. HE made me play with my clit, fuck my pussy with a dildo, even made me use my pocket rocket while fucking myself, which was the worst thing in the world.
The whole time I was thinking about dead cats, shopping list or anything which isn't erotic at all, just so I can endure this stimulation. Listening to HIS voice as HE was telling me things HE would do to me, that almost put me over the edge. But I'm now in day two, another hard night ahead of me, but I want to be able to do it. Show HIM how much it means to me.
We'll see how I'll feel after tonight ;)
T.
Boy was the suggestion stupid on my part. I knew he wasn't going to make it easy for me, but I didn't know I'd regret it the first day. Being brought so close to orgasm without the possibility of having one is pure torture. But at least it pushes my limits a little bit, and shows me how much self control I actually have.
The fast that HE enjoys seeing me in such discomfort doesn't help me much, cos it just makes it so much more fun for HIM.
But I want to be able to go through the entire week, I want to do it. I want to prove to HIM I'm a good slut, and I want HIM to be proud of being my MASTER. Maybe one day, HE will decide to write a story dedicated to me, or share with the world how HE feels about being my MASTER. I know that would make me very happy, and proud that HE calls me his own.
The way HE tortured me last night was horrible, yet very exciting. And took a lot of concentration and self control on my part, not to just let go and have the orgasm. HE made me play with my clit, fuck my pussy with a dildo, even made me use my pocket rocket while fucking myself, which was the worst thing in the world.
The whole time I was thinking about dead cats, shopping list or anything which isn't erotic at all, just so I can endure this stimulation. Listening to HIS voice as HE was telling me things HE would do to me, that almost put me over the edge. But I'm now in day two, another hard night ahead of me, but I want to be able to do it. Show HIM how much it means to me.
We'll see how I'll feel after tonight ;)
T.
13 years ago