A NEW BEGINING
Well did the coagti test and I am androgynous so it seems I have a lot of female charactistics but dominately male in concept , so my being zoe is as natural to me as being male is , so me putting a bra and stockings and pantie girdle or tights in the morning is as natural to me as what any women would normally do , it seems my brain is wired more female than male so that explains a lot how I feel in general , so therefore zoe is a part of me I have a little control over it seems .
But I love being en femme as zoe so I don't think I will be changing that aspect of my life , but it would it seems never go a far as transitioning as I thought at one time that was my ultimate goal to become at least physically a female but it seems to be that I am happy with a foot in both worlds so to speak .So Zoe is my alter ego in part so getting dressed in underwear in the morning is as natural to me as if I was a female strange old world just a pity that the rest of people in general tend to look at anyone who is either a cross-dresser or transvestite are looked upon as weird or gay or kinky or all of the aforementioned (I happen to be bisexual ) but that is just my choice which is possibly decided by my genetic make up as inside I feel more female than male so therefore I am drawn to males by my female side and otherwise the same for my male side so i like sex with both but neither well maybe the female side is stronger sexually but we tend to live predominately as a male .
So therefore I dress as a female the whole hog full make up , jewellery , ears pierced and due to medical treatment which has nothing to do with transitioning or changing gender I have a 38 b bust ( which I must admit love ) and such which I am happy with pity the world doesn't look at us in such a good light so one tends to be circumspect about ones life choices so one must make the most of the hand which one is dealt with in life I suppose .
But I love being en femme as zoe so I don't think I will be changing that aspect of my life , but it would it seems never go a far as transitioning as I thought at one time that was my ultimate goal to become at least physically a female but it seems to be that I am happy with a foot in both worlds so to speak .So Zoe is my alter ego in part so getting dressed in underwear in the morning is as natural to me as if I was a female strange old world just a pity that the rest of people in general tend to look at anyone who is either a cross-dresser or transvestite are looked upon as weird or gay or kinky or all of the aforementioned (I happen to be bisexual ) but that is just my choice which is possibly decided by my genetic make up as inside I feel more female than male so therefore I am drawn to males by my female side and otherwise the same for my male side so i like sex with both but neither well maybe the female side is stronger sexually but we tend to live predominately as a male .
So therefore I dress as a female the whole hog full make up , jewellery , ears pierced and due to medical treatment which has nothing to do with transitioning or changing gender I have a 38 b bust ( which I must admit love ) and such which I am happy with pity the world doesn't look at us in such a good light so one tends to be circumspect about ones life choices so one must make the most of the hand which one is dealt with in life I suppose .
9 years ago