First time watching

I've always been into watching, porn has always been my go to when it comes to that, but my first time watching was exhilarating. It was kind of sudden for me, partying with an ex and with my best friend, one thing leads to another and we are in a threesome. There were so many emotions that went through me; jealously and being horny were the two main ones. Watching him suck on her titties and finger her made me jealous but surprisingly horny. I didn't know I was soaked through my panties until I went to touch my pussy. I was jealous because I wanted him to do that to me, I saw it more as a competition on who could take the dick better or who could ride the dick. He fucked her first which made me wet even more, I started kissing her and moved down to her tits and started sucking on her perfect nipples. Her moans and him thrusting into her was almost orgasmic for me. I wanted to cum so bad. It was finally my turn. I had him fuck me doggy while she sucked on my titties too until I came on his dick. He pulled out, had us lay next to each other while he came on both of us at the same time. So my watching turned into joining. ;)