On Exhibitionism
Becoming an exhibitionist
For me it all started my first year of high school. Our school had a good sports program, and since I was a large guy, football was my best option. We had a large gym with free weights, and the team was instructed to lift weights every day. There were girls sports too, so both boys and girls were often there. I usually went in the early afternoon when I had a free period, because it was usually almost deserted and I wouldn't have to wait for stations.
One day I was doing an exercise called “squats”, which is putting heavy weights on a bar that rests on the shoulders. Then you go from a standing position, to squatting position and back up. I had been working hard on my legs and was trying to push myself harder every day. On this particular afternoon I was using more weight than usual, and got stuck in the squatting position. I looked around to see if someone might help me stand back up with the weight, when I saw three girls standing across the room laughing and pointing at me. I looked where they were pointing, and my cock was out of my pants and there was nothing I could do about it.
The humiliation was so intense, but also incredibly arousing, which came as quite a surprise. At the time I couldn't figure out why it felt so good, but every nerve in my body started tingling as my cock began to get erect. That made me even more embarrassed, and even more aroused. They kept looking at it and laughing at me in my trapped position. “Get harder! Harder!” they yelled, laughing and pointing. They started walking in my direction and eventually came over and helped me back up, but not before taking a good luck. Of course, the story got around the school very quickly.
That day it seemed to take forever to end. My mind was swirling with mixed emotions, and it was difficult to maintain a flaccid cock. When it did finally end, I went home, got in the shower and masturbated thinking about it. I came faster and harder than ever before in my life. I barely had to touch my cock before it ejaculated, it was so ready for the release. A few seconds after I came it was ready for another go, and a couple minutes after that I came so hard that I almost fell over in the shower, and had to sit down. My heart was pounding in my chest.
Since that day, being exposed or “spied on” while I was unaware or unable to do anything about it is the only thing that brings me to the happy end. As a side note, I would never show anyone (on purpose) that didn't want to see it. It was the fact that the girls stayed for a few minutes and looked at it so intently that turned me on. Flashing unsuspecting or unwilling women just wouldn't have the same for me, though I understand why (but not condone) some guys would go to such great lengths to get exposed. It's by far the most amazing feeling I've ever known. Also, as far as fetishes go, it seems like a fairly harmless one.
So I've put my cock online, knowing that occasionally when I don't know it, some pretty woman might be looking at me. It's so exciting to know there's nothing I can to do stop you. My heart is pounding again just thinking about it. If you are a women and visited here, please leave me a message and make my day!
For me it all started my first year of high school. Our school had a good sports program, and since I was a large guy, football was my best option. We had a large gym with free weights, and the team was instructed to lift weights every day. There were girls sports too, so both boys and girls were often there. I usually went in the early afternoon when I had a free period, because it was usually almost deserted and I wouldn't have to wait for stations.
One day I was doing an exercise called “squats”, which is putting heavy weights on a bar that rests on the shoulders. Then you go from a standing position, to squatting position and back up. I had been working hard on my legs and was trying to push myself harder every day. On this particular afternoon I was using more weight than usual, and got stuck in the squatting position. I looked around to see if someone might help me stand back up with the weight, when I saw three girls standing across the room laughing and pointing at me. I looked where they were pointing, and my cock was out of my pants and there was nothing I could do about it.
The humiliation was so intense, but also incredibly arousing, which came as quite a surprise. At the time I couldn't figure out why it felt so good, but every nerve in my body started tingling as my cock began to get erect. That made me even more embarrassed, and even more aroused. They kept looking at it and laughing at me in my trapped position. “Get harder! Harder!” they yelled, laughing and pointing. They started walking in my direction and eventually came over and helped me back up, but not before taking a good luck. Of course, the story got around the school very quickly.
That day it seemed to take forever to end. My mind was swirling with mixed emotions, and it was difficult to maintain a flaccid cock. When it did finally end, I went home, got in the shower and masturbated thinking about it. I came faster and harder than ever before in my life. I barely had to touch my cock before it ejaculated, it was so ready for the release. A few seconds after I came it was ready for another go, and a couple minutes after that I came so hard that I almost fell over in the shower, and had to sit down. My heart was pounding in my chest.
Since that day, being exposed or “spied on” while I was unaware or unable to do anything about it is the only thing that brings me to the happy end. As a side note, I would never show anyone (on purpose) that didn't want to see it. It was the fact that the girls stayed for a few minutes and looked at it so intently that turned me on. Flashing unsuspecting or unwilling women just wouldn't have the same for me, though I understand why (but not condone) some guys would go to such great lengths to get exposed. It's by far the most amazing feeling I've ever known. Also, as far as fetishes go, it seems like a fairly harmless one.
So I've put my cock online, knowing that occasionally when I don't know it, some pretty woman might be looking at me. It's so exciting to know there's nothing I can to do stop you. My heart is pounding again just thinking about it. If you are a women and visited here, please leave me a message and make my day!
10 years ago
