Weird things in my mind

last night, i was watching lots of 'anal" video ... i was all wet and hard. i was dreaming of a girl with a strap on, doing it on me... or maybe a shemale ... i know since i've use my big dildo, that i would love a guy/shemale, with a big cock ... i can understand many women not attracted by mine since he's ... well small ... could seems weird, but its still make my horny when girls tell me how small is my cock ... or that they never saw a small like mine before ... i'm so weird sometime ...