Me and my bad habits

I have the bad habit of smoking coke, when I do I become extremely sexually minded. I have the hope that a person that I ant to bring into my life can fulfill a fantasy of mine and that is that she will control my habit by dressing to excite and then make me strip naked and make me beg for a hit and then throw it across the room for me to chase down on my hands and knees, naked and with a cock ring on. I have to agree that when I get my treat I have to perform for her what ever she wishes. So she is dressed in bra, panties, and heels and she makes me crawl for my hit and when I get it I have to eat her pussy till she cums and when I ant another I have to beg her for it and yes another stipulation is made that I have to perform, basically making me her coke whore.

Published by dcuckold

10 years ago

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dcuckold Publisher 10 years ago

You are right that no one can kick my habits but me. This just a fantasy I have to be dominated by a woman. I become extremely sexual when I get high and it would be nice to have a woman who does not get high on coke, but would use her power and use me in my heightened state of sexuality. She could choose when I am allowed to have some which would not be often.
Irony of it is I had stopped doing coke for years till my ex, who was rich asked for some and I saw no harm in a sitting with her, but when she discovered how much more intense I became sexually she was hooked on getting me high.
I am really ready to walk away from it, but I get bored and spend too much time alone, so I get high.
I don't need someone to help me stop, I just need someone in my life.
Thank you for your constructive criticism.