How I realised that I was bi curious and liked men
Ok this goes back to my teenage years. I had a girlfriend and we enjoyed each others bodies, feeling, touching, wanking, playing, licking and sucking each other to orgasm as often as we could. We would often go for long walks in the countryside and I encouraged her to not wear a bra and open her shirt while we walked, then the fun would start. We were about 13 or 14.
I went to an all boys school and one lunch break I walked up across the playing fields to a small wood, where I found two other boys from my year. One was smoking a cig, they were just chatting, somehow the conversation got onto sex, and one of them R, was openly gay, which was very unusual, I,d never met anyone like this before. The other guy A was known for his large cock, something we all saw when taking a shower after sports, and R told me that he had paid A to let him suck him off. I was fascinated. I had been masturbating for years and often went out on my own to the woods and stripped naked and wanked, hoping someone would see me. I'd been doing this since I was 11 and was now 14. R also enjoyed telling us about the fun he had with older men in the toilets in the park, how he let them suck him off and how he liked to play with their cocks too. I was intrigued.
I started going to the park after school and tentatively began to go into the male toilets and wait to see what happened. At first I just stood at the urinal and pretended to pee, usually nobody else came in, it was a quiet park, so I started to play with myself and wank. I was very nervous, but one day another man came into the toilets and stood at the other end of the urinal. I kept my eyes firmly on my feet for what seemed like an age, but I hadn't heard him leave, and he was obviously taking longer than necessary just to have a pee. Feeling very timid I glanced over at him and saw that he was stroking his cock while he looked at me. I decided there and then to overcome my fear and see what would happen, so I started rubbing my semi-hard cock and looked at him. We stood there for a while watching each other play with ourselves and then he walked towards me. He touched my cock briefly and whispered that we should go to one of the cubicles as it wasn't safe out here. He lead me to a cubicle and bolted the door behind me, then closed the lid on the toilet and sat down. He opened the zip of my trousers and took out my cock and I was so excited feeling him touch my growing erection. I undid the button on my trousers and pulled them down to my knees, my pants too, I wanted him to feel me and touch me, which he obviously liked doing. His hand was moving up and down my stiff cock and his other hand began massaging my balls, I loved it. I unbuttoned the shirt of my school uniform so that he could feel my belly and chest and he pinched and sucked on my nipples, I was moaning out loud by now and he told me I had to be quiet in case any else came in. My cock was throbbing as he played with me and I felt his left hand move from my balls and start massaging the back of my cock close to my anus. This was a new and exquisite feeling and I gasped quietly. He bent towards me and started to suck my cock and I was overwhelmed with intense pleasure feeling my rock hard erection sliding into his wet mouth. He licked a finger and started pressing it against my anus which felt very strange but I didn't try to stop him, I was enjoying these intense new sensations, and didn't want him to stop. He asked me if I liked it and I said yes, and told him that I'd never had anything in my bum before, so he was gentle with me. I told him I wanted to cum and he rubbed me nice and hard. I undid his shirt and he let me come all over his chest, my knees buckled when I came, I was so turned on exhausted and blown away, and I just cuddled him, I think he was about 40 or 45 yrs old and I was 14.
Once I'd recovered a bit I payed with his cock and then decided that I wanted to suck it, which I'd never done before. I soon got used to it and remembering how good it felt when he sucked me I learnt to use my tongue on his tip and rub his thick shaft to give him the same pleasure. I wanked him harder until he ejaculated all over my hand and I licked his sperm into my mouth, I'd tasted my own but never another guys before, I liked the strange salty taste. My cock was hard again and I asked him to rub me and make me cum again which he did, I was almost naked by now and wanted him to play with me, see me naked and hard and make me cum. He rubbed my cock and caressed my body and balls until I ejaculated a second time and was totally spent. He smiled and we said fond goodbyes and I stayed in the cubicle to recover and contemplate life, totally blown away by what I'd experienced.
It was a strange walk home.
I went to an all boys school and one lunch break I walked up across the playing fields to a small wood, where I found two other boys from my year. One was smoking a cig, they were just chatting, somehow the conversation got onto sex, and one of them R, was openly gay, which was very unusual, I,d never met anyone like this before. The other guy A was known for his large cock, something we all saw when taking a shower after sports, and R told me that he had paid A to let him suck him off. I was fascinated. I had been masturbating for years and often went out on my own to the woods and stripped naked and wanked, hoping someone would see me. I'd been doing this since I was 11 and was now 14. R also enjoyed telling us about the fun he had with older men in the toilets in the park, how he let them suck him off and how he liked to play with their cocks too. I was intrigued.
I started going to the park after school and tentatively began to go into the male toilets and wait to see what happened. At first I just stood at the urinal and pretended to pee, usually nobody else came in, it was a quiet park, so I started to play with myself and wank. I was very nervous, but one day another man came into the toilets and stood at the other end of the urinal. I kept my eyes firmly on my feet for what seemed like an age, but I hadn't heard him leave, and he was obviously taking longer than necessary just to have a pee. Feeling very timid I glanced over at him and saw that he was stroking his cock while he looked at me. I decided there and then to overcome my fear and see what would happen, so I started rubbing my semi-hard cock and looked at him. We stood there for a while watching each other play with ourselves and then he walked towards me. He touched my cock briefly and whispered that we should go to one of the cubicles as it wasn't safe out here. He lead me to a cubicle and bolted the door behind me, then closed the lid on the toilet and sat down. He opened the zip of my trousers and took out my cock and I was so excited feeling him touch my growing erection. I undid the button on my trousers and pulled them down to my knees, my pants too, I wanted him to feel me and touch me, which he obviously liked doing. His hand was moving up and down my stiff cock and his other hand began massaging my balls, I loved it. I unbuttoned the shirt of my school uniform so that he could feel my belly and chest and he pinched and sucked on my nipples, I was moaning out loud by now and he told me I had to be quiet in case any else came in. My cock was throbbing as he played with me and I felt his left hand move from my balls and start massaging the back of my cock close to my anus. This was a new and exquisite feeling and I gasped quietly. He bent towards me and started to suck my cock and I was overwhelmed with intense pleasure feeling my rock hard erection sliding into his wet mouth. He licked a finger and started pressing it against my anus which felt very strange but I didn't try to stop him, I was enjoying these intense new sensations, and didn't want him to stop. He asked me if I liked it and I said yes, and told him that I'd never had anything in my bum before, so he was gentle with me. I told him I wanted to cum and he rubbed me nice and hard. I undid his shirt and he let me come all over his chest, my knees buckled when I came, I was so turned on exhausted and blown away, and I just cuddled him, I think he was about 40 or 45 yrs old and I was 14.
Once I'd recovered a bit I payed with his cock and then decided that I wanted to suck it, which I'd never done before. I soon got used to it and remembering how good it felt when he sucked me I learnt to use my tongue on his tip and rub his thick shaft to give him the same pleasure. I wanked him harder until he ejaculated all over my hand and I licked his sperm into my mouth, I'd tasted my own but never another guys before, I liked the strange salty taste. My cock was hard again and I asked him to rub me and make me cum again which he did, I was almost naked by now and wanted him to play with me, see me naked and hard and make me cum. He rubbed my cock and caressed my body and balls until I ejaculated a second time and was totally spent. He smiled and we said fond goodbyes and I stayed in the cubicle to recover and contemplate life, totally blown away by what I'd experienced.
It was a strange walk home.
10 years ago