Rainy Nights

Ae it pours douwn rain on this humid night, cant help wondering where my woman the one I love with all my might .
The sexy redhead that gave me my beautiful daughter oh so long ago, her chuchold husband stole her like a thief in the night,
Missy is her nick name and boy was playing with her a great game, nothing out of bounds nor taboo.
With her at my side there is nothing I cant do.
Bondage you ask? She was game, even if it was tame. Anal I was askedif she liked it or not. My Missy loved it so hard , passed out thought it was a blood clot. The fun started when she brought anouther woman into bed, both of them fighting over my little head. Mary Ann was her name and some time later out came Blaine. Both women I hold dear to my heart, but can not see.
Both have married to men other than me. Would I married either of them? I can not answer that for I was such a k**d.
Only in my younger twenties I did not know that I was giving a gift from both of my lovers, a gift that I should of kept tight
then I could have somone to hold on this rainy night.
Their hearts were my gift, yet I allowed them to drift. Out into the dark world alone, while I acted like a dick, show no emotion
not wanting to make a commotion.
Those two women if I saw them today, I would fall to my knees and beg them to fogive me for being a dick.
I dont think I will ever hear from either one, but the Creator does thing in his own way, all I can do is pray.
Not to see them in a sexual way, but to come to know my younger k**s while I have a chance, not to be that stranger you give a glance.
If either of these two women ever read this please get in touch with me, just want a chance to say I am sorry for being a dick.