My first time experimenting with Self BDSM
I would like to share my first experience with self-torture/BDSM. It is not the best story, but what can I say. I was just a lot younger and didn't know any better.
I first started experimenting with my sexual desires when I was at the age of 12. That was when I found my first porno magazine. That was also when I started to masturbate and was just fascinated with my cock and how it squirts fluids. I was also really fascinated by how good it felt when I touched my cock and when I came. I really didn't know what BDSM was let alone what it was all about.
When I turned 14, I started to experiment a little more with my body. I started to bind myself in place and do some (what I thought at the time) was some really taboo stuff. That was when I discovered BDSM, even though I had no clue that it was called BDSM.
I remember I used to spend a lot of time to myself in my bedroom, completely naked and just let my mind wonder about the sensations that it was apply to myself. One of my favorite memories when I started pleasuring myself with BDSM, I used to take the sash part of my bath robe, tie one end to my cock and balls as tight as I could get it, run the sash down around my big toes and back up to my back side with the other end tied around my thumbs with my ass high up in the air. I would then do all different kinds of things to my body from spanking my own ass or anything else to inflict some sort of minor pain that would force me to try to straighten out my body which would make the sash pull hard on my cock and balls. That was a huge turn on for me at that age. From there, I would find ways to stroke and play with my cock and continue to torture myself, until I couldn't take it any longer. I would bring myself to the edge of orgasm several times and every time I reached that edge I would try to hold back my cum as best as I could and try to straighten my body to where the sash would pull on my cock and balls really tight delaying my orgasm. Once I reached to where I thought I could not last any longer, I would (somehow) manage to flip my self over and with everything still tied, I would straighten my legs as much as I could and stroke my cock until there was stream after stream of cum shooting up in the air and all over my chest and belly.
That was the start of my sexual experiments, self-torture/BDSM, and masturbation. From there my imagination just took over and let me try different and unusual things to my body.
I first started experimenting with my sexual desires when I was at the age of 12. That was when I found my first porno magazine. That was also when I started to masturbate and was just fascinated with my cock and how it squirts fluids. I was also really fascinated by how good it felt when I touched my cock and when I came. I really didn't know what BDSM was let alone what it was all about.
When I turned 14, I started to experiment a little more with my body. I started to bind myself in place and do some (what I thought at the time) was some really taboo stuff. That was when I discovered BDSM, even though I had no clue that it was called BDSM.
I remember I used to spend a lot of time to myself in my bedroom, completely naked and just let my mind wonder about the sensations that it was apply to myself. One of my favorite memories when I started pleasuring myself with BDSM, I used to take the sash part of my bath robe, tie one end to my cock and balls as tight as I could get it, run the sash down around my big toes and back up to my back side with the other end tied around my thumbs with my ass high up in the air. I would then do all different kinds of things to my body from spanking my own ass or anything else to inflict some sort of minor pain that would force me to try to straighten out my body which would make the sash pull hard on my cock and balls. That was a huge turn on for me at that age. From there, I would find ways to stroke and play with my cock and continue to torture myself, until I couldn't take it any longer. I would bring myself to the edge of orgasm several times and every time I reached that edge I would try to hold back my cum as best as I could and try to straighten my body to where the sash would pull on my cock and balls really tight delaying my orgasm. Once I reached to where I thought I could not last any longer, I would (somehow) manage to flip my self over and with everything still tied, I would straighten my legs as much as I could and stroke my cock until there was stream after stream of cum shooting up in the air and all over my chest and belly.
That was the start of my sexual experiments, self-torture/BDSM, and masturbation. From there my imagination just took over and let me try different and unusual things to my body.
10 years ago
