A special birthday thank you to my friends and use

I have been on the website for four years but I have probably used it for about three years prior to that I was very scared of letting people into my life and letting them know about me when I first started this profile 1460 days ago. I just looked at it as a quick release before school and afterschool now it has developed into a family people I need to talk to on a daily basis if I do not /cannot I feel like I have something missing.ā€¦
This website has played an integral part in my life from the time I was 16 till now. I have learned a lot about human nature, boundaries, respecting other points of view and relationships. Most of this will not make sense to you if youā€™re just a common user of my profile but if youā€™re my true friends I think it does make perfect sense. Many people have come into my life and some have left but I feel like I will have long-term life relationships with most of my true friends I have made on this website. Over the past year it has not been the most positive place for me to be but if I was not here now Iā€™m not sure if I even would be here on earth I. Donā€™t know how I would have been able to deal with my personal struggles I have been going through over the past without my friends from the website I mostly want to thank Leaflee who is a mom to me both real-world and on the site Boybi420 is a brother in spirit to me we all got into some trouble here on the website together even though the website is being stupid about defriending both of us every time we delete the retired users is a small annoying inconvenience. I love you platonically Dylan has nothing to worry about LOL. Lucky 05 thank you for being my first true boyfriend and showing that I am a worthwhile and a beautiful person both inside and outside I know we had to break up because of distance and physical needs but still want to remain friends with you and hold on to the dream that we can both see each other one day and be true to ourselves regardless of what society or family members think of lots. Tito thank you for taking this huge step with me and so happy we started talking in December I donā€™t know what the future holds for us as a couple but only time will tell. Bill thank you for all of the academic support and just talk my issues :-) I know I have forgotten a lot of people and I apologize for not including all of my friends in this blog entry but if I do that it would be way too long and way too boring and no one would read it I doubt anyone will read it but at least itā€™s out there if you want to read it.


Published by ab8715
10 years ago
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lucky05
lucky05 10 years ago
Happy xhamster birthday and you will always have my support no matter what, you are a beautiful person and now you know it.
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hor69ny
hor69ny 10 years ago
I KNOW WE HAVE NOT SPOKEN FOR A WHILE BUT YOUR STILL ONE OF MY BESTIES, AND A GOOD FRIEND.
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ahx1981
thanks for sharing this, i know we havent been chit chatting long but you are a good friend :smile::
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boybi420
boybi420 10 years ago
Your my smoogaly googaly too!!!!!XXXOOO..........Dometry
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tufbuk 10 years ago
Thanks for the words! You've found some great people and lessons here! Growth and forward thinking from here on...great things coming your way! All the best and a big hug! B
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wedding68 10 years ago
love this text. Gives deep view inside. Thanks for sharing.
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Leaflee
When I read this I teared up! So proud of my son! He is a very great man and has everything going for him! I feel honored to be mentioned in his anniversary tribute blog! Thank you my sweet man!
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