My Moment Of Escape(reality sucks)

in bed grinding my vibrator against my clit.... im getting wet, my clit getting harder and more sensitive i roll over to my stomach lick my fingers and play with my asshole. i can feel my pussy dripping on my toy and turn my vibrator on high i dont want to stop but dont want to cum just yet... you know the moment between the build up and your orgasm where you feel yourself getting close that point is the best to me my mind is clear and im not thinking about the pain, anger, sadness, stress or depressing feels that i ocasionally get in in my harsh reality and when i reach my orgasm its like my entire body blushes, exhales and lets it all go. no thinking just that feeling of Escape, Satisfaction and Peace