Todays task (09/06/2014)
Hi everyone, well following on from my first smoking experience I was excited to able to do more today, my smoking mentor had told me that I should slightly up my smoking so today I was told to do as I did last week but with just a few slight changes.
Last week as you will know if you read my first blog I had to smoke 3 cigarettes in 3 hours, today I only had a 2 hour slot on my own to smoke so I was told that I still had to smoke 3 but in just 2 hours instead of 3. Also I had to try for the first time to smoke the whole cigarette with double pumps, basically drawing once and inhaling and drawing again and inhaling and then holding it for a few seconds. At first this was great as I was so turned on and I smoked half of the cigarette and was really pleased with myself, then suddenly it hit me, I became dizzy and a little sickly so I had to stop again. 45 minutes later I did the same and another 45 minutes later I smoked the last one. Unfortunatly I only smoked half of each one but I still consider that to be progress as I did it in 2 hours instead of last weeks 3.
So overall im very pleased with myself and if I continue to slowly progress each day then I will be happy. I look forward to tomorrows challenge although I think maybe I will just be happy to finish a whole one for the first time, that would be real progress to me.
Again I videoed the first one today and I will be uploading that tonight although it does seem that it can take upto a week to be passed by xhamster and put up for all to see.
Bye for now everyone and please do comment as its comments and suggestion that keeps me going. XxX
Last week as you will know if you read my first blog I had to smoke 3 cigarettes in 3 hours, today I only had a 2 hour slot on my own to smoke so I was told that I still had to smoke 3 but in just 2 hours instead of 3. Also I had to try for the first time to smoke the whole cigarette with double pumps, basically drawing once and inhaling and drawing again and inhaling and then holding it for a few seconds. At first this was great as I was so turned on and I smoked half of the cigarette and was really pleased with myself, then suddenly it hit me, I became dizzy and a little sickly so I had to stop again. 45 minutes later I did the same and another 45 minutes later I smoked the last one. Unfortunatly I only smoked half of each one but I still consider that to be progress as I did it in 2 hours instead of last weeks 3.
So overall im very pleased with myself and if I continue to slowly progress each day then I will be happy. I look forward to tomorrows challenge although I think maybe I will just be happy to finish a whole one for the first time, that would be real progress to me.
Again I videoed the first one today and I will be uploading that tonight although it does seem that it can take upto a week to be passed by xhamster and put up for all to see.
Bye for now everyone and please do comment as its comments and suggestion that keeps me going. XxX
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