The sad truth of my life

I've searched and searched and always end up disapinted because every girl I've fucked thinks is just me laying or blowing smoke up their ass to get them in bed, but sadly the story always plays out the same after a little foreplay and going down on each other and after 2/2.5 hours of mind numbing, exhausting sex, which leaves them with weak legs and COMPLETELY satisfied there I am still hard as a ROCK and after they leave or I go home I hop on xhamster and after another hour or two I finally get to finish. I was born to be a pornstar except for the whole cumming on demand I've got to learn how to do that.