To an unknown camgirl

I met her on a videochat page. Me - a curious free user with the experience of two weeks out there; she - a beautiful shy 19yo brunette girl from Romania on her first day in the camsex-business.

A natural beauty with a pure innocent face, that needed no make-up at all. Obvious to see, that she did this cam-sex thing only because she urgently needed the money. It was also obvious to see, that she had not much experience with men and that she was without that certain level of self-confidence that would enable her wrapping all men around her small finger or at least to say "No" in the right moment. Even more, she obviously had no knowledge about the technical aspect of that thing with tips and tokens. And even worse: Her English was even less than basic.

I came to her site from time to time and felt embarrassed watching what was going on there: friendly users trying to have some harmless small talk she had to ignore, because her English consisted only of the words "hi/ yes/ no/ thx". Instead she could only react on the orders of all that rude guys out there, who wanted her to show her boobs, butt or pussy.

I felt sorry for her: doing her performance for two hours or more, she made in the end maybe even less than 1 Euro. At least, few things she learned after her first day out there:

On the second day, she changed her "origin" and replaced her home-village in Romania for a bigger city in England (she might have recognised, that her neighbours could discover her activities or that some admirers even could visit her at home). She even learned a few phrases in English to turn on that guys on her site. But after all, nothing helped: She danced around, tried to create an atmosphere of erotic, while rude users demanded her to show her boobs, butt and pussy. Her cute smile turned into sadness when the time passed by without any dimes flowing into her tip-glass.

I tried to help her, tried to contact her "off the records", backstage in a PM, tried to give her some hints what she could improve, but her English was too bad to understand that my words were without any selfish intention, that I only tried to help her. It was even too bad to understand, that a mod could help her keeping clean her show. Everything stayed as it was: Rude users with dirty commands were dominating her site, gaving her their orders and and were not willing to pay her something in return afterwards. She absolutely did not understand how to organise her show that way, that she would strip only in return for money. Her English was so less, that she only could hope, her "guests" would give her some "favours" in exchange for the "favours" she did to them. A hope, that became less the longer her shows were going on.

A few days later, her account was closed.

Dear unknown girl, I don't know what happened to you. I wish, you finally made the money you needed and that you don't feel now like having sold your dignity. I regret, that I couldn't help you. If a contact aside that page would have been possible, I maybe could have helped you, maybe even with some money. I still feel sad for you and hope, your unwanted month as a nude dancer will stay without bad consequences for your attitude to men and sexuality.