Tired of my toys

Im a very cute 40 somthing and from a young age I have known my ass was very sensitive, I could a;most finger myself to an orgasm. I began fucking myself with a hair brush, it felt great. I spent 30 years fantasizing about being fucked. All kinds of different ways but my favorite way is being made someones bitch. I finally wanted to try some real dick and not knowing anyone gay. I decided to go to the bookstore in town.but all the men wanted just to suck my cock, very frustrating. Arent there any men who like little tight asses anymore. I guess its me and my toys. Somebody help!