The slave speaks A great testimony to Master for b
The name by which this lowly, unworthy, lazy and non compliant slave goes by now is not that which was first given by it's Master. It's original page was under the gdcs name but that page was deleted. It was deleted because of the continued failures and disappointments that the slave had committed against it's u
nderstanding and benevolent Master. painwhore is the name for which it has chosen to create this new page under. That is what it wants to be is Master's painwhore now and always. To evolve to the place that it needs to be that craves the force of Master's hands as it craves the tenderness of His hands. It's pussy already turns wet at the feel of Master's implement finding it's mark. The dirty slave wants to crave the feel of it too.
It would be easy to just declare defeat and walk away from this whole thing and not be Master's slave anymore. Master has given the ignorant slave the opportunity to end things if that is what the slave desires. Tonight during the phone conversation between Master and the stupid slave, He again asked it if it was still willing to continue. Which it is because it has no desire to walk away. It's utmost desire , wish, hope and dream is to remain Master's slave. It knows that its actions over the last several months have not necessarily shown that, but it is what it wants and needs. It needs Him because He is the air that it needs to breathe, the strength that it needs to function and the stability it needs to survive. There is still so much that it has left to learn and it wants Master to teach it. It needs His strong guiding hand to release the demons it has held inside for so long. This worthless slave wants to prove not only to Master but also to itself that it can be a good , obedient, submissive slave that can please it's Master.
It must be owned by Master because without Him it cannot function. He is the strong presence that it needed to bring peace and understanding into it's life. This unworthy slave is worthless anyway but without Master it is definitely worthless. It's life has no purpose or meaning. It wants for Master to truly own it totally heart, mind, body and soul. It gives it all to Him willingly. It knows that it had notdone so in the past, truly given it's WHOLE self to Him. It had given it's body and heart to Master from the beginning, but it had not given it's mind and soul totally to Him. It thought it had but it had not because it was still trying to be willful and not ask for guidance, advice and permission from Master like a good slave should. It wasn't until today that it came to the realization that it hadn't done that. That it had not given Master TOTAL and COMPLETE control of every aspect of its life. It knows that it has to do this for this relationship to work.
The lazy slave knows that it has a lot to do to prove to Master that it is worthy to be retained as His slave. One of the ways that it is hoping to do that is by being more subservient and submissive to Master at all times. That it will complete all tasks and do EVERYTHING that Master asks it to do. That it will keep itself in the right mindset so that it will be prepared to serve Master at His will and to do anything that He wants it to do. It wants to be the slave that Master deserves, that Master needs to fulfill His desires. The first thing that it is doing is posting the video that Master had his dirty, nasty whore prepare of it fucking it's ass with a dildo. It really wanted to cum but it has not earned that right and did not have Master's permission to do so. Plus it would much rather have Master there when it cums, (it knows that what it rather have DOES NOT MATTER) He makes it cum harder and better just by being in the room.
video was deleted due to Master's policy of deleting any videos that the slave wants Him to delete.
Horatiopain (MasterG)
nderstanding and benevolent Master. painwhore is the name for which it has chosen to create this new page under. That is what it wants to be is Master's painwhore now and always. To evolve to the place that it needs to be that craves the force of Master's hands as it craves the tenderness of His hands. It's pussy already turns wet at the feel of Master's implement finding it's mark. The dirty slave wants to crave the feel of it too.
It would be easy to just declare defeat and walk away from this whole thing and not be Master's slave anymore. Master has given the ignorant slave the opportunity to end things if that is what the slave desires. Tonight during the phone conversation between Master and the stupid slave, He again asked it if it was still willing to continue. Which it is because it has no desire to walk away. It's utmost desire , wish, hope and dream is to remain Master's slave. It knows that its actions over the last several months have not necessarily shown that, but it is what it wants and needs. It needs Him because He is the air that it needs to breathe, the strength that it needs to function and the stability it needs to survive. There is still so much that it has left to learn and it wants Master to teach it. It needs His strong guiding hand to release the demons it has held inside for so long. This worthless slave wants to prove not only to Master but also to itself that it can be a good , obedient, submissive slave that can please it's Master.
It must be owned by Master because without Him it cannot function. He is the strong presence that it needed to bring peace and understanding into it's life. This unworthy slave is worthless anyway but without Master it is definitely worthless. It's life has no purpose or meaning. It wants for Master to truly own it totally heart, mind, body and soul. It gives it all to Him willingly. It knows that it had notdone so in the past, truly given it's WHOLE self to Him. It had given it's body and heart to Master from the beginning, but it had not given it's mind and soul totally to Him. It thought it had but it had not because it was still trying to be willful and not ask for guidance, advice and permission from Master like a good slave should. It wasn't until today that it came to the realization that it hadn't done that. That it had not given Master TOTAL and COMPLETE control of every aspect of its life. It knows that it has to do this for this relationship to work.
The lazy slave knows that it has a lot to do to prove to Master that it is worthy to be retained as His slave. One of the ways that it is hoping to do that is by being more subservient and submissive to Master at all times. That it will complete all tasks and do EVERYTHING that Master asks it to do. That it will keep itself in the right mindset so that it will be prepared to serve Master at His will and to do anything that He wants it to do. It wants to be the slave that Master deserves, that Master needs to fulfill His desires. The first thing that it is doing is posting the video that Master had his dirty, nasty whore prepare of it fucking it's ass with a dildo. It really wanted to cum but it has not earned that right and did not have Master's permission to do so. Plus it would much rather have Master there when it cums, (it knows that what it rather have DOES NOT MATTER) He makes it cum harder and better just by being in the room.
video was deleted due to Master's policy of deleting any videos that the slave wants Him to delete.
Horatiopain (MasterG)
11 years ago