Being Cuckolded #28 Mind/Behavior Adaptation

This is less about a particular cuckolding encounter and more a general overlook at how my/our thinking and behavior has changed over the year, since my wife began to accept other men inside her.


- When I look at an attractive woman, I no longer think about fucking her, now I think about seeing her fucked in front of me. This includes my wife, I don't even know when this changed, it happened so subtly I just recently realized it.

- When I need to pee, I have to carefully sit onto the toilet, ensuring I don't bang my cage or have it not dangle into the bowl. I never stand at a public urinal where men go.

- I know I can't satisfy a woman, now I just get them ready/needy for a man. More like a porn fluffer, my wife loves the prolonged attention I can give her, without trying to get off in the process. My ability to stimulate her into requiring intercourse is probably greater than it has ever been before, which is ironic I suppose!

- Despite many many cuckolding fantasists on here, I have never desired physical contact with a man. I'm not looking for an excuse to be gay, however I'm also perfectly comfortable in the presence of a naked erect man, I'm no longer afraid or shy about it, just the thought of contact still repulses me.

- I actually like it when I'm humiliated by my wife or her bull, something about the humiliation makes me tingle inside....like a terrible nervous excitement.

- Wordplay is important, when you can't cum, your thought process and imagination are your greatest sexual enjoyment. Even hurtful comments inspire arousal, just like enjoying spanking, you like the way it hurts even if it is painful. I'm not really into spanking but ya know....you get the point!

- I've spent a significant amount of extra quality time with my wife, preparing her for sex, stimulating her body, shaving her, washing her, dressing her etc. Before she cuckolded me, whenever my wife made an effort to look good, she did all of this on her own.

- I'm still slightly offended by the thought of not being a man, but at the same time I don't argue against it. Acceptance perhaps, definitely part of the humiliation arousal.

- I'm more open and honest with my wife, there are times when I feel so humiliated that for the rest of the time, I feel I can say anything and it's not that bad.

- I have started trying on some of my wife's underwear, but I'm not really looking to be treated like a woman, I certainly don't have the body for it! It just feels nice and reminds me of her.

- I'm comfortable kneeling down when my wife is having sex with her bull. It felt strange when I first did it and slightly offensive, but now I get the same little jolt of excitement when bull or my wife tell me to kneel as I do with other kinds of humiliation.

- I'm still not into trying anal play, although every so often my wife keeps trying to push me with comments or videos/pictures. At the beginning I was totally against it, now I'm very slightly curious if I could cum how she says. I do miss cumming when I'm awake.

- My wife dresses more sexy and feminine all the time now, instead of just on special occasions. She is more confident and feels better about herself than ever before. I love how excitable and playful she is now.

- We don't argue any more, since I have adopted a more submissive role my wife is just right. She doesn't always try to force the issue if we disagree but when she does, I always accept her decision. (With the one exception of anal!)

- We talk more intimately with each other now, nothing is taboo, everything is ok to speak of. We have both learned so much more about what drives us mentally and how we can enjoy our situation more.



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